AIks...

Oh dear, where are u when i need you?
Am i belonging to this world...
Am i who you looking for?
Or am i just a white mouse for an experiment...

I'm not ur past, neither ur material....
I'm a human living in present...
Pls dont mix up past and present....
Because today is a present....

Look, i laugh because of you....
Smile because of you....
Now, i'm sad because of you...
Crying because of you....

Pls pls pls, pls do treat me as who i am...
I am really really not a past but present....
Take the present or leave it...
This shall be a past too...

If you ever plan to poke a hole in my heart...
Then i rather u never come into my heart....
You came by and fill the hole...
Then u go away by leaving a larger hole....

Leaving this to you...
Take the present or leave it...
Fill the hole or never come....
Remember me or forget me....

Tired

Make this short and quick... because i havent do my add math tuition work... then have to cut the koperasi thingy... i'm tired... i got tuition and tuition... so yeah... i'm gonna die of tiredness...

Yesterday i slept around 9.30?? i fall asleep...=( lolx... was too tired.. that's why... hopefully no sleeping in tuition today... well, school was fine... Hari koperasi coming... oh dear, talking about koperasi i got minutes to do~!!!!!! argh, how can i forget about that~!! then again.. loads of works to do... add math school work... add math project from kementerian... est... and math~!! oh dear... i'm so dead...

so much work in so little time.... school is as dumb as usual... college things why give form 3 and 4 first and form 5 get last and we get nothing~!!??? nvm... at least i got one from INTI... nice one... good explanation and so on... probably i'll go for foundation in business... taking 12 subjects... =)

Photos i got from Kenneth...=)

Prudence . Joe Yee

Guys carrying bakau...=)

Kar Weng..=)

Kenneth...=)

Blurred... Kenneth...=)

Scarry eye... belong to Joe Yee~!!!!

That's freaking me posing...

Looks like some kids playing...xD

Joe Yee trying to climb but scared...zzz

Poser like shit wei....

Okay... i somehow looks ugly here....xD

Happy Deepy

Oh weeeeeeeee, in tuition i actually get to solve the question teacher gave... is just a math question on bio... blah... it was probability after all... Teacher was so sure whole class cant answer because last time also whole class cannot answer... he said only one guy can answer... and guess wad... i got the right answer... weeeeeeeee, prove i still not dumb and have brains.... can do the question... something i am happy about...lolx... so easy get happy...=)

Do u think we should continue?

After all the hard work done... Nothing seems to be done... Effort are not in... Cooperation gone... Even is such an interesting thing can turn to be so boring... Isit still worth continue doing it?? Or shall we take a stop?? I kind of losing confidence in whatever we are doing...

People always want to hold post... but never do job?? and those who never hold post does the job... credit goes to?? people who hold post?? WTH?? bloody shit right?? I dont get it when people who do nothing but keep talking rubbish get the credit while the others work so hard gets nothing~!!

Hmm hmmm, my purata for my exams drop by 0.03%.. which means my results drop... means... i need to study hard more ah~!!!! sighs... my purata ain't high and now drop somemore... double sighs... and triple sighs...

ah hah, my little watch seems to fly everywhere~!! Because is so loose... is the freaking RM 9.90 watch i bought the other day... i tell you, this watch wont last for 3 months.... sooner or later... it will be gone... either i spoil it or drop it...=)

But everytime i drop it... someone have to make the sounds "ouch"... as if like the person got hurt... but in actual fact is my watch....LOL... Oh yea, got a B for bm.... Arjun told me i can get A if i dont have so many spelling mistake... i got BM spelling mistake... sighs~!! my imbuhan also got problem... have to really get my tatabahasa good already... because he say i can write good essay with wrong imbuhans~!! bleh... =(

What a tuesday morning

Blah... my phone is one hour earlier.... Which means currently is 6am... it shows 7am~!!!! It woke me up so freaking early and i got ready so freaking early... and now i got nothing better to do... Blah.... hate it so much whenever my phone give me problem... somtimes it dont wake me up by not ringing when it is supposed to ring... Sometimes woke me up at the wrong time...=(

Currently listening to "Colors of the Wind".... lolx... what else can i do??? really nothing u know.... i wont wanna study in such early morning when i dont have any exams... I'm not that type where i would study and study and study... bleh... dont really enjoy studying for exams... i only do enjoy learning new stuff... where it will boast my curiosity to learn new stuff...


talking bout that, i suddenly remember on the 28 June i cant go for any of the 3 campfires... Sighs... Thanks for all the invitation and sorry i cant make it... I'll wait for Catholic campfire ler... hopefully i dont have anything at that time.... what a busy yet not busy year.... just a hectic year i guess...=(

I'm in the Slide Show?

Someone told me that my photo is in Kelana Jaya campfire's Slide show.... Wow, that's like so cool... but then sadly i cant see that... I never go kelana jaya campfire... sob sob... sorry friends...=(

But then my troop went... hopefully everyone enjoy because i heard it was fun.... good lar... but then i missed it.. sob sob... hope have another chance to go... Still sorry Kelana Jaya.... =(

A night, A dare, A truth

Flowers... better not talk abt this be4 he kills me....=)
anyway, i take care of the flower also... kakaka... loves flowers....xD

Hmmm, yesterday which is 14 of June i never go to kelana jaya campfire... cant really tell u guys where i went be4 my TL start killing or chopping my heads off... Chia Ling know...=) Xian Jin know...=) Mei Xin know and that's enough i guess...


well, met Chia Ling there... have some fun with her... and so on so on... blah... cant blog anything here... seems to be so private and confidential... nvm.. i go blog in another blog...xD xD xD

Hah... i dare to post it up Here... BLUEK !!!!

Dilema

Hah.. that word i seems to learn it from my beloved darling Kirsten..=) I might not know the exact meaning but at least i understand PART of it... lolx~!!

Currently, i have this problem... wanting to let go... yet dont know how... wanting to accept... but not the time... so i have to stay... NEUTRAL!@@@

You know... sometimes you doing good things for good reason, but in the end u got blamed and u got a bad in return is extremely extremely sad case?? So currently I wont simply do any good things for anyone... i would rather stand aside and see.... I think observing still more like me... I am just not born to be in the center of the crowd but by the side...=)

Today they asked me out for a movie and go leo IU in summit... but i watch the movie they wanted to watch already... which is Kung Fu Panda... and during the IU time i got tuition... Look, by wasting money for a same movie again ain't worth it... so i dowan to go.... By skipping tuition just for an IU... haha, my mum probably kill me... but whole main thing is still me.... i dowan to skip tuition..=)

Seems to have problems like... "want or not?" "yes or no?" "go or not" "skip or not?" "like or not?" and so on so on....

Hopefully what i choose is the best lar...

Oh by the way, i can at least get "B" or even "A" for add math~!! I found out that there are 5 question beginning got some small mistake.. and whole question of 4marks gone~!!

is just....
- positive negative problem!!
- write 5 instead of 3~!!!
- one missing one k...
-one missing one x...
-one i write edi... then the word went missing~!!

oh dear oh dear.... here i lost around... 20 marks?? my current marks is 50+ plus 20?? 70?? i can get A for freaking add math when i just throw it away due to my freaking silly mistake~!!!!!!!


Okay okay... chill chill... just hope i dont do the same mistake during trials...=)
and Wan Ying, Kirsten and Jessica... you girls sejarah paper is with me..=) Oh, Kirsten, u passed ur sejarah... happy??

Btw, pity our class... only 10+ pass sejarah while the rest all failed... thank god i'm one of those 10+ people...=) glad that i pass....

A Song

Oh... after so long i have this song.. now only i know the song name... lolx~!! This song not bad.. i like it... even my dad say is nice...lolx... Anyway, Wai Keat send me this song... gotta thanks him for a nice song....=)

tada... the song name is 日不落

天空的雾来的漫不经心
河水像油画一样安静
和平鸽慵懒步伐咬着云
心偷偷的放晴

祈祷你像英勇的禁卫军
动也不动的守护爱情
你在回忆里留下的脚印
是我爱的风景
我要送你日不落的想念
寄出代表爱的明信片
我要送你日不落的爱恋
心牵着心把世界走遍
你就是晴天你就是晴天
我的爱未眠
不落的想念飞在你身边
爱的巴士总是走了又停
微笑望着广场上人群
我要把爱全都装进心里
陪我一起旅行
我的爱未眠(我的爱未眠)

Last day of exam for Me =)

Hmm... woke up at 4am?? cant help it.... got up... wash up... went online... look through my accounts notes... hafal the format and so on... time flies... so yea, went to school and had my exams.... prinsip account 1 and 2... because we were alone... we talk during exam...=) We are good boys and girls... we dont tiru...=)

And that Barry now only notice i am the only girl taking prinsip account as extra subject in form 5.... but anyway, i still proud of myself...=) I am the only one from B class.. and also the only girl... kakakaka... there are another 6 other guys taking accounts as extra... they are barry, kenneth, eugene, christopher, chun wah and the malay guy name... errr errr... Zulharis....=)

Woo hoo.... passed my add math with a C i think... not yet B lar... so i think is C... lolx... passed my biology too... if i fail teacher probably screw me up... but then i improved by 5 marks... not alot but still improvement~!!! Be honest la... i did't study much lar... i think i need to study more for better marks.... some marks can see clearly drop like... so much~!! Last term i can happily get 3rd place in class... This term dont know can get top 10 anot...

but nvm... when u see my results drop... i'll definately study... hopefully next term goes up again...=) wait, there's no next term.... next exam is trials.... sighs~!!

Well, currently feeling so bad... extremely extremely bad.... for all the things i have done... that caused by me.... I may have done nothing... but then i know i am to be blamed.... Some things i know i started it... and i got blamed.... i take the blame... I'm sorry....=( Sighs, u know... sometimes tries to do something good will get blame??? This is life man.... u do for good... u do for bad... u somehow will also kena...=(

Ice-cream

Ice-cream... I love ice-cream... but i cant eat ice-cream due to operation....
Sighs... i know alot people wanna buy me ice-cream... but then i cant eat....
Sob Sob....=(
So try not to talk about it...
If not i'll be sad....=(

Photo in Lagoon for Summer Splash

Say only Summer Splash... but then we sendiri main sendiri de...lolx~!!! more like play in lagoon more than going for a summer splash~!!

That's basically the stage....

The seventeen cover girl contestant....

My poor hand after playing water...=(

The humans... look at them~!!

Wei Qi-Tiffany?-Me-Brandon

Group picture minus Brandon on the phone...zzz

Somehow i laugh at this picture~!!

Can consider a lucky day

Ah... most people have finished their exam but definately not me... I have accounts paper 1&2 tomorrow.... oh, accounts paper 2 was supposed to be today... but because of that what firefire thingy... they tunda to tomorrow... which is good also... no need face that miss then for bio paper...

Well, today had chemistry paper 3.... no idea how i did... it seems we need to do one report inside got 2 experiment... and i ended up doing 2 report... and each report having one experiment... sighs.... dont care la... still got marks de i guess...

well, got back my exams paper... got one A, one B and one C...~!!! A is for math... i drop 2 marks... so dont ask me...=(.... B for EST... i improve by 2 marks...=) and C is for physics~!!! well, i drop 13 marks for physics... and i confess i never study.... cant blame anyone but myself... have to really study for trials d ah~!!!

okay... let's forget about exams.... now talk about chemistry peka~!! we are supposed to have 6 reports... 3 from form 4 and 3 from form 5.... and we got 2 for form 4 and 4 for form 5... which is so weird... nevermind about that... last year form 4 we have this teacher name Pn.Masila.... whenever we ask her about report or anything... she never teach us but keep saying this wrong that wrong... she give our peka extremely low mark~!! cant stand it....

I took my old and new peka to my current teacher... which is Pn.Ooi.... anything that is marked wrong i ask her for correction so i can do it again and get higher marks... she checked and teach me lar... which is good...=).... when we come to the old peka... the form 4 peka... she say the answer correct... and i ask why isit marked wrong?? she say she dont know about the old teacher.... so i ask teacher "can i just liquid the "x" that old teacher marked?".... and teacher actually say "go ahead lar... i dont mind~!!" weeeee, that means she going to give me higher mark~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Any, a very good thing is.... Julia dowan tell me accounts tips.... but barry want tell me... but he never online as promise~!!!!!!!!!!! sob sob sob... lucky kenneth told me a few... which is... documents, penyata pendapatan&kunci kira-kira, kawalan, realisasi,........(still waiting for more tips...)


Hah, cant help it... Jodin is extremely cute~!!! he got new girlfriend and that girl is pretty~!! malay mix chinese.... and the girl house main language is cantonese~!! i was shock and enjoy stories from Jodin...=) Hey, is real life story u know...

What so lucky?
-At least can crap on chemistry paper 3
-Improved my EST by 2 marks...
-No accounts paper 2 exam today...
-Chemistry peka can get more marks...
-Tmr accounts paper 2 fall on bio... no need see Miss.Then...=)