My problems

How to solve my own problems when i know i am having problems?

Sometimes, is emotional problems.... now i know is hard to control feelings....

Now i know is hard to not to think....

Now i know i am so freaking sensitive with things....

How to change myself? How? How? How?

Let's forget that and solve the major one first....

I am vomiting too frequently... i am sick every now and then and feeling so weak..

something is definately not right somewhere....

i should consult doctor shouldn't i???

mentally and physically ill

Things have never been right.... Everything have it's good and bad side....

Everything have a positive and negative view....

Not in the good situation right now.... To say it is my fault, probably...

To not say is my fault, probably...

Sometimes, you never know what's the actual problem...

Sometimes, there's no actual solution to it after all....

Time passes, proves things right....

Time passes, proves things wrong....

I'm not rather in a right situation to argue at all....

I forgotten my purse this morning...

Forgotten the notes which i wanted to ask my groupmate...

Couldn't think at all for the solution for assignment...

totally giving up english proposal for tomorrow...

eaten and throw up.... totally sick mentally and physically till i have no energy for any arguments ...

maybe after all, it was my fault, but then, maybe not.... instead of thinking...

i guess i just have to let it go...

relax, why stress up yourself so much~~~ that's what he said...

yeah, exactly.... that's me... i stressed up myself so much and i dont even know why...

i have serious hair drop and i'm freaking out already...

i wish i have a place to hide.... i'm afraid of my hair drop issue...

i guess the more i am afraid, the worst it gets right?

what can make me relax.... what can make me cure myself...

from all kinds of problems? maybe i should think of this~

别再吵架了，好吗？

就这样结束了。。。

一个没有答案的。。。

争论。。。

宝贝，

爱你。。。

可是，

我不会做人。。。

Thinking too Much or is the Truth?

You know.... sometimes is not about not trusting... is about what you have done to not let people trust you.... Trust build with time, and breaks in seconds~

I always wanted to have trust in you but the fact that you're doing things secretly makes trust gone.... Most of the time you would rather do it without the knowledge of mine.

Well, i sometimes, have no trust in myself. I dont know can i trust my own trust afterall~~~~ Look, this may be either thinking too much or even is the truth...

Let time prove this to me... I hope i have the time...

sigh

You changed, my dear~

You've changed without knowing~