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Saturday, July 31, 2010

Feel~

Let's talk about exams... i don't usually study this hard for my midterm coursework test but nowadays i do... This is because i know that if i don't study, i'm gonna fail them badly... I do my best and study as much as possible...

The results were.... pass, ok-ok,and good~ For the just passed subjects, i'm glad i get to pass it since i dislike it and i don't even know what i know and what i doesn't know... that subject will be FA~

I wonder who can actually make me fully understand FA ?

I got high marks for ES and tax first coursework test... My effort for studying wasn't wasted~ My MAF first paper i sort of screw it, but the 2nd coursework i got the highest mark in the class... I have always wanted to feel the feeling of having the top mark in class and now i got it... I feel nothing except satisfaction for my effort of studying...

Next tuesday i'll be having taxation coursework 2 test... I need to study again since my mind is empty right now... i need to fill myself up with those useful information and then go for the test~ gambate, prue ^^

Okay, besides exams... let's talk about the places i wanted to go... There're many many places that i wanna go... For example, MTV worldstage... broga hill... I-city... Full House... and of course... every part of the world...

Let's forget about MTV worldstage since i don't have a pass to enter~How about broga hill? who's willing to drive me there and hike up with me? How about I-city? When will i have the chance to make my fish bring me there? How about full house? Wan Yin promises to bring me there! and every part of the world... Shuai, let's make our dream come true ^^

After Yongx2 exams... we're going bukit tabur again... with Joyce... who else wanna go? do tell me oh... bring u guys there and experience something really different.... yongx2 will be happy to see many people ^^

Dreams... i had a bad dream last night... and i did't know i have such creativity to make some words into an amazing drawing~ wow? right? i was shocked to see myself producing such productive stuff... But in real life, is it possible?

Argh... what to do now? study? sleep? I feel so freaking lazy but i know i need to study... study study study.... that's what my life all about right now... i wish i can be like the girl i saw in LRT... She's a bitch who speaks damn loud as if whole LRT is hers... SHe can skip all her classes and still get A for everything... Her college must be real cheap pluck to have this kind of student~

Thursday, July 29, 2010

^^

明白它们,你会发现你的人生在改变^^
人之所以痛苦,在于追求错误的东西。

如果你不给自己烦恼,别人也永远不可能给你烦恼。因为你自己的内心,你放不下。

好好的管教你自己,不要管别人。

你随时要认命,因为你是人。

这个世界本来就是痛苦的,没有例外的。

你什么时候放下,什么时候就没有烦恼。

每一种创伤,都是一种成熟。

当你烦恼的时候,你就要告诉你自己,这一切都是假的,你烦恼什么?

根本不必回头去看咒骂你的人是谁,如果有一条疯狗咬你一口,难道你也要趴下去反咬他一口吗?

忌妒别人,不会给自己增加任何的好处。忌妒别人,也不可能减少别人的成就。

永远不要浪费你的一分一秒,去想任何你不喜欢的人。

得不到的东西,我们会一直以为他是美好的,那是因为你对他了解太少,没有时间与他相处在一起。当有一天,你深入了解后,你会发现原不是你想像中的那么美好。

这个世间只有圆滑,没有圆满的。

不要刻意去猜测他人的想法,如果你没有智慧与经验的正确判断,通常都会有错误的。

你要感谢告诉你缺点的人。

时间总会过去的,让时间流走你的烦恼吧!

不要因为小小的争执,远离了你至亲的好友,也不要因为小小的怨恨,忘记了别人的大恩。

感谢上苍我所拥有的,感谢上苍我所没有的。

当你手中抓住一件东西不放时,你只能拥有这件东西,如果你肯放手,你就有机会选择别的。人的心若死执自己的观念,不肯放下,那么他的智慧也只能达到某种程度而已。

如果你能够平平安安的渡过一天,那就是一种福气了。多少人在今天已经见不到明天的太阳,多少人在今天已经成了残废,多少人在今天已经失去了自由,多少人在今天已经家破人亡。

恶口永远不要出自于我们的口中,不管他有多坏,有多恶。你愈骂他,你的心就被污染了,你要想,他就是你的善知识。

你不要常常觉得自己很委曲,你应该要想,他对我这样已经很好了,这就是修行的功夫。

世界原本就不是属于你,因此你用不着抛弃,要抛弃的是一切的执著。万物皆为我所用,但非我所属。

学会用理解的,欣赏的眼光去看对方,而不是以自以为是的关心去管对方。

成熟的人不问过去;聪明的人不问现在;豁达的人不问未来。

发光并非太阳的专利,你也可以发光。

你可以用爱得到全世界,你也可以用恨失去全世界。

爱的力量大到可以使人忘记一切,却又小到连一粒嫉妒的沙石也不能容纳。

人总是珍惜未得到的,而遗忘了所拥有的。

如你想要拥有完美无暇的友谊,可能一辈子找不到朋友。

Wednesday, July 21, 2010

A new hair cut

I had a new hair cut and i don't have any photo for u guys to see~ so, dun ask me for photo yea~ but i chopped off my pretty hair.... Awwww, i just... feel like chopping it off and i did it~

It'll be half a year to a year time for me to grow back my long hair~ So, stay tune and wait for my hair to grow long ^^

Right now, i look like a 10 years old kid according to my roommate... Is it a good thing?

Awww.... forget about all the other stuff... Today, i got tagged in a status by Mr.Wee.... http://www.facebook.com/chukokwee?v=wall&story_fbid=139716079381491

He typed his name "Wee Chu Kok" and found this blog of mine... I guess is never a wise thing to blog about your college lecturer/tutor when you blog is actually in google~ Now, my blog turned famous because of a tag o.O opps?

hahahaha.... here's a photo i kinda like... and i kinda miss the long hair of mine... but i did't cut my hair with regrets~ ^^

Monday, July 19, 2010

Bon Odori

Bon Odori is a Japanese Festival~
It was held in Shah Alam, from 7pm till 9pm~

I went with Jiun Yann (the driver), Kheng Yu, Yeeing, Joanne, Keng Moore, and who else? oh, i forgotten~

btw, since ppl dislike words-blog.... here's photo.. contributed by Yeeing~


The Stage~


All of us~


The Driver, Jiun Yann~


That's Joanne and me~


That's Tasha and me~


That's Yeeing and me~


That's Me in Bon Odori~


That's my flying hair~ yeah, i know i can be shampoo ambassador~


Tada~ our special effect before the end of the day~

Emotionally break down

If u think a sleep and the next morning everything will be fine... You're wrong, it took me damn long to fall asleep and it makes me feel worst the next morning... Yeah, emotional break down first thing in the morning isn't good~

It feels like the world have come to it's worst... when i know this is not... I know i need some consultant of physcologist and Doctor... both for my mental problems and back pain~

I wanna stop thinking, stop thinking, stop caring, stop concerning for everything~ I wanna stop myself from suffering~ I really wish i could take a break from this world.... But since i cant, i need to stay strong~

I am totally giving up in certain things.... I don't know why am i feeling this but i feel damn dissapointed.... argh....leave me alone,people~

Saturday, July 17, 2010

No one can save me besides myself

I've just get to know about this problem that i am having... I've got this in born disease that my mum have... It is an unindentified problem but it has smtg to do with the blood vessels and mucle in my body. No treatment but there's prevention.

How does it feels?
-It feels like as if there's a metal rod between ur chest... For my case, is on the right hand side.
-Whenever u move, that unidentified rod will hurt u... u just cant move~
-When u breathe harder, u'll feel the pain...
-At times, u feel as if there are many needles poking from inside out...

Why do i feel this?
-internal muscle cramp-like, so it is like ur leg cramp but now is on my chest~
-vien pull and you feel it...>.<
-internal blood vessels blockage and flowing too slow...- this is because i am born with very very tiny blood vessel- can easily faint

The reason this disease attack?
-stress
-not enough sleep
-think too much
-sleep at a wrong position
-sit at a position for a long time

I had this pain this morning, and i think i have the combination of all the reason... Is a connection between ur mental thoughts and all the muscls, vien, blood vessels~ to overcome this problem... i need to have enough sleep, no stress and stop thinking...

right now, i am thinking why i got this disease... argh! i need to relax and chill~ OKay, now... to stop this pain, i need myself to think nothing~

Conclusion,
no one can save me besides myself

Oh,
i forgotten one important part~ my mum say after giving birth, this disease will still continue to hurt me but lesser... So my mum say, u want lesser pain? Go and have babies... 2 of them at least~ T.T

Friday, July 16, 2010

原来

原来,我妈妈是知道我的痛苦的。。。
原来,拿我的痛苦来开玩笑是那么好玩的~

原来,她还是一样的没变。。。
原来,有了双美丽可是超级夸张的heels是会让我烦恼的
原来,我有了却不知要穿去哪里~


点点像酱,可是更夸张的~

原来,世上还有人比我更惨。。。
原来,我不是那么惨的~

原来,你是酱的。。
原来,我也因为酱,放弃了关心你。。。

原来,外面又再刮大风。。。
原来,我知道我房间将会水灾~

原来,生病的我, 还是想你先。。。
原来,想你是错误的。。。

原来,我一点都不坚强~
多多的原来~

Thursday, July 15, 2010

你,我

你,始终还是不明白。。。
我,只选择怪自己。。。
你,还是伤了他。。。
我,救不了她。。。
你,从犯错误。。。
我,无法劝告。。。
你,选择骗我。。。
我,无话可说。。。
你,选择坦白。。。
我,接受不了。。。
你,还是自己去吧。。。
我,会回去的。。。
你,别后悔。。。

YOU, break promise

You, know i wanted to go desperately right?
You, know that u went that freaking place and what happen to me right?
You, do you remember what u promise me?
You, promise me that you'll bring me go the next time you go...
You, just break your promise!
You, better don't take things for granted..
You, don't regret for what you've done!!
You, i do mean what i just said...

bye.

Bukit Tabur Photos

Since someone complained/suggested that my blog should not have too much words and photos explains a million words... i shall put some photos up since our beloved CHEE WEI kor kor gave me a few photos~


This is the sun-ray... oh, still early...


Ahhh.... i guess CheeWei did't take the brighter one... brighter one nicer i guess~


and when people doesn't wanna get into photo but Chee Wei wants them to be inside...^^


I told u the mist was nice! owh, he did't take with the lake...sadly..=(


I definately love this photo very much~



Part of the climbing part... still on soil/land?




and when we're on rocks/stone? ahhh... is just like rock climbing~





Last but not least, this is the flower by the hill side ^^

That's bukit tabur if u never see be4 ^^

Wednesday, July 14, 2010

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Tuesday, July 13, 2010

Bukit Tabur

I'm gonna blog about what happen the previous sunday... That sunday i went bukit tabur with Yongx2, Chee Wei, and 3 other guys... I woke up automatically in the morning at 5am and get myself prepare for the hike~

It was an exciting hike since it wasn't easy at all... We started climbing at 7am... and i vomited at the starting? LOL... i should have taken my breakfast earlier... not so late... oh well, after vomiting, i can climb faster i guess...LOL =D

this bunch of guys ah... i'm sorry for making u people wait... =D They bring me use the way which is the...hardest? they think harder one is nicer and more challenging... i guess that's what make this whole trip tough~

At the beginning, it was something like Ledang's KFC... but worst! I can say it is much much shorter but larger steps and harder comparing to Ledang's KFC...=D i kinda hurt my leg's muscle here because of the freaking large steps...=(

after finishing this part... is the part where i vomited... and the sun-ray was awesome! sadly i wasn't in the mood of taking photos and i did't bring my camera! Awww... cant show u guys the awesome view at that moment! moutain,lake,sun-ray, mist... a picture combination of all this... gonna be so perfect! argh...

then we continued all the way till we kinda reach the top of the mountain no 1... there're like 5 mountain there but we climbed only 4...=D I just find those mountain... extraordinary... Is like all rock and stone on top... we have to climb through those rock and stone~ Well, if u love rock climbing, i would suggest bukit tabur...

Btw, i fall when i was climbing through... and if that Yongx2 never hold me back, i might just say bye bye to the world... I hurt my hand and my back... But i guess is recovering...^^ it was a good experience hiking through this place... and definately natural and nice...

What is this? I'm like promoting Bukit Tabur... oh, btw, Bukut Tabur is just in Taman Melawati... People from TARCollege can consider climbing this cute little dangerous bukit~ ^^

Ahhh, after climbing through the 4 hill, is finally time to go down~ 3 guys went down themselves leaving Chee Wei and another guy following me... I just dun remember any of their name... Sigh? I'm sorry~ Walking down the hill using another way isn't that easy after all... I can say it is extremely slippery due to the rain that rained on saturday night...

there's one part where... it was too slippery that i kinda slip my leg off and ran down till i bang into Chee Wei... I'm sooo sorry... My head hurts that time and i kinda went SOT after head shot u.... luckily u were there to stop me from rolling down from the hill... T.T

I ended this hike at 11am...^^ it was a success despite it was hard... I'm training myself for 2nd time... next time, i'm going with Joyce... Whoever who wants to join, let me know yea~ ^^

Saturday, July 10, 2010

Patrick, Ginz

Today i went times square meet my scout friend from sarawak, Patrick...=D
Nice meeting u...=D

then went lowyat find Ginz and sing k with him.... and a gang people...
Well, i did't go just to sing k.... i am not really good in singing k...
i went because i know u're unhappy... btw, dun think too much lah...
talk more bah... work hard... and try not to think...
anything can always find me geh...^^ am here to listen..anytime. =D

有口福的一天

Is a friday, and i got maf tutorial...
i dont know isit my problem or what...
i just dun like maf as i dun freaking understand what she crapping at all...~
i guess i need to catch up before i get left behind~

then after maf tutorial, went makan lunch with my classmate...
i sat in LingLing, my Mammi's car...
we drove all the way to Manjalara for YongTauFu~
the yongtaufu not bad lah... so so de...
I've eaten better yongtaufu... in ShahAlam de~
my ex-boss treat me de ^^

Then came back home, watch WooHoo...
halfway watching then i fall asleep on my bed...
then took me a hard time to get up... wash up...
and went out with yongx2 and joyce...^^

yongx2 and joyce bring me to kepong one big foodcourt for dinner...
after dinner went desa park city for a walk...
wait, this walk ain't a normal walk in the park...
is some freking fast and excited walk...
that yongx2 talk so loud and he was so excited...
trying his best to cui sui... but... failed =D

hmmm, btw, the main point is... i get to eat alot of extraordinary food.

Wednesday, July 7, 2010

07.07.10

what a sad sad day ahhhhh....

To whoever that thinks 3 years before this day is important... You're one devil who cursed me... I dun mind getting cursed if that's my karma... But i hope u dun bring this anger with u till the end of ur life...

To whoever that hurts me today... I'm sorry for caring for u... Is my fault.... No blames, no sorry... Sorry meant ntg to me right now... I dun like being hurt.... T.T

Kor, ur laptop can fix de mar??? is ur comp okay?? are u okay?? ur bed got wet marr? can sleep mar??? is there any other damages?? u're safe and sound then good le... if u need a laptop, u can take mine.... i guess ur couse need a laptop more than i do.... I hope it helps... dun sad ah... dun cry ah.... let it be~

Tuesday, July 6, 2010

Outing with 2 Movie

Hmmm, taxation results is not out yet... i wonder how i did in that paper~

I am honest~ i skipped my lecture class today and went for 2 movie...^^

Awwww, after all the stress i have... i deserve some good stuff...^^ i went KLCC and watch karate kid and one thai horror movie... Karate Kid was good... i like the movie and all the lesson learned from it... good movie that i rate 8/10... Everyone is encouraged to go for the movie ^^

The horror movie wasn't scarry at all... Is all about dharma... the teaching of buddha... How karma comes after u.... the cause and effect... If u're a buddist, u can go for it... If u're against buddism or anything... then dun go for it... ^^

Btw, i had haagen daaz for ice-cream ^^ awwwww, and pizza hut for lunch.... what a wonderful day =D

all of this, i have to thank you <3

muahahahahaha, time to sign off and go to bed soon...=D
night.

Prudence.

Sunday, July 4, 2010

Entrepreneurship. part 1 =.="

We need to study this particular subject- Entrepreneurship...

Now, what's entrepreneurship?
Entreprenership is the art of changing an idea into a business.

Entrepreneurial Firms are...
-proactive
-innovative
-risk taking


Reasons why people go for it...
-desire to be own boss
-desire to persue own ideas
-financial rewards


characteristic for succesful entrepreneurs
-passion for business
-product/customer focus
-tenancity despite failure
-execution intelligence


Myths abt entrepreneurs
-Entrepreneurs are born not made
-............. are gambler
-............. are motivated primarily by money
-............. should be young and energetic
-............. love the spotlight

Types of start-up Firms
-salary-substitute firms
-lifestyle firms
-entrepreneurial firms


Entrepreneurial process
-deciding to become an entrepreneur
-developing successful business idea
-moving from an idea to an entrepreneurial firm
-managing and growing the entrepreneurial firm

健忘症不见了?

我要读书啦。。 可是,我满脑袋都堆满了你~ 埃~
我不要想,也不想去想。。。
可是我还是不停的想你。。。
你说够力吗~ 我要读书。。。
多希望我的健忘症现在发作。。
那我就会把所有的不开心事情忘得干干净净~

伤心

我无言阿。。。 无言~
这种话你都说得出口。。。
给我的感觉,就好像我的存在都不重要。。。
我正在打扰你。。。

我不知道是我要求太多,还是你根本不在乎我~
你当晚给我的感觉就好像, 我不重要。。我正在打扰你的生活~
好呀,那以后我不会找你了。。。
我不会再打扰你了~

你。。。 伤了我的心。。。 你答应会照顾她的。。。
现在呢?你把她分身碎骨。。。
你只有两个选择。。。
一,帮她疗伤。。
二,给回我。。 我帮她疗伤~

伤心,
葡登~

Saturday, July 3, 2010

Sad?

Why does this always happen?

I tried to understand ur feelings and was just trying to make u happy... What i tend to get is "nothing"..."forget it"..."donnoe".... FTW? how am i supposed to know how you feel? What you actually want? I just felt that caring upon u just got rejected just like that... Am i not supposed to care what u feel? The thing is, u know i cant... You know i do care for people's feeling... It always happen that we have uncertain solution which is "forget it"... I shall say that, we never solve anything... Yeah, i've forgotten what that we did't solve and we solve it by forgetting it.. the thing is, same thing happen again and so? we got no solution to it too... that's not what i want T.T i just wanna know what u want~

Wonder will i enjoy the movie or not.

Sad,
Prudence

Drunk? MAF? Teddy? Movie?

Yesterday, i was drunk or wasn't? People tend to say i am drunk once my face start to get red.... But if i'm drunk, i wont remember what happened yesterday right? But i do remember wor... I remember i very small gas... I remember yesterday i merajuk...LOL~

uhhh, forget abt it~ i dislike maf... I got lots of silly mistake... just like formulae correct but answer wrong just because i press the wrong key on the calculator... T.T

okay, not happy things let's not mention abt it anymore... I just find myself missing someone... Awwww, why? Because i'm love sick? Sighs... sick again...LOL

If Benny see this, he so gonna laugh at me again... and then scold me for not updating my photo by sending him a new photo...T.T Sorry la, i got no phone to send u a nice photo lah... wait till i can find someone that have my picture and can send my picture to u... the thing is... why cant u get my photo from facebook? o.O

Hmmmmm, i've got so much to say yet don't know what to write... Someone's playing basketball... I cant disturb... I know i should go and study since monday i got exam but i am feeling damn lazy...

Oh yeah, tonight i am going to watch movie with Kheng Yu and Jiun Yann in summit...=D Long time never meet them jor lu~~~ hehe, looking forward to see u guys... and hoping i can see Kheng Yu's gf... awww~ bring gf out larrr~

LBNL,
i miss you, Shuai~