A chance Not taken.

Well, there are many things where we want to go for it but we cant... and there are times that we are given the chance but we give up the chance of going for it... That's just like you and me... I was hoping to go for it, experience it, enjoy it... But sadly i wasn't given the chance... On the other hand, u were given the chance to go for it, but u quit from it saying it wasn't what u want.. Awwww, how i wish that chance was given to me... That's faith....=D

Be yourself or not to Be

I ask you, would you want to be yourself or not to be yourself?
I ask you, is the you right now the real you?
I ask you, are you acting right just because people thinks is wrong?

Well, i always wanted to be myself in a certain way but this society somehow prohibited this action of mine. In this society, everyone wears a mask facing anyone they're communicating with. You never knew the person's motive...

Let me continue, is the people around me that taught me how to wear a mask and be a so called good girl... I'm no longer the one i used to be... I don't stand out for my rights as i know letting go brings more benefits than fighting for it knowing people will never listen to you.

So, if you're asking me..."Are you wearing a mask right now"... My answer would definately be a "yes"... I wore it all the time.. =D This is because i dont stand up and talk for myself anymore... I rather listen and let it be~ Why? Because this world... is all about using each other with the so called relationship... having alot of friends doesn't mean anything nowadays... This town i'm living in... is a town of using relationship as a tool of success...

Wow... it seems like friends are not friends anymore... In a certain way, yeah... That's why i will never simply put trust on anyone... But somehow... i notice the people around me... eg: KahYee,WanYin... have given me the feel to trust them... awww... i <3 them lah.. i'm glad that i found real friends here.

I've got real friends... but i am still wearing a mask... to protect myself from the society... Hope all my real friends will not be angry =D

Prudence.

Recently ~

Saturday Night
Someone dumped me alone in the empty house and then i went extremely sad and dumped the place alone. It was all because i hated the feeling of being alone... In that case, i need to thanks AH Jing for being the most caring person at that moment.

Sunday Morning
Oh? did i even sleep? or was i day dreaming? Cool... i did't sleep well, is the conclusion~ oh, i got miss-called and sms~ heh? wow~ thanks for concerning

Sunday Afternoon
Feeling down yet okie okie... can u ever understnad my feeling at that time? sleep the whole afternoon since i did't sleep the day before

Sunday Night
Prepare transparency and my presentation~ nervous with presentation and worried about the freaking high heels~

Monday Morning
Woke up early and prepare to go college... Wore slipper and bring my heels along as i dun wanna walk in freaking high heels in college~ go for my FA class... then lecture class...

That lecture was PF lecture.. Is gonna be the last lecture Miss Prima teaching us.. she's going off to maternity~ The best part about this is that... i had stomachache and went to toilet for a longer period of time during the lecture break... I was back to the lecture late and she saw me when i walked in...

She called me using the mike by saying "Prudence, faster~"
and i was like... gosh~ what's wrong with getting into class slow?

then she say again "faster...Prudence".... then i turn towards her and show her a hand pose saying "shhhhh..."

then she annouce to the whole lecture class saying "that's prudence over there..."
"she's shy and asking me to shhh..." walao... can she not promote me in a lecture class~sighs~

then my presentation... Mr.Lai Mun Keong actually offer us his office room to hang out while waiting for the class to be empty... We get to stay in a air-cond room compare to the hot sun outside the class... Thx Mr.Lai.~

btw, he bullied me as well... he make me present 2 time~ one is case study... one is tutorial~ and he say i like to present.... i dont like to present at all loh...T.T

Monday Night
study and stress for Taxation~ study and facebook and msn... then kena halau go study.... then kena halau go to bed by baby.... then went to bed~

Tuesday Morning
wake up and prepare... lazy wanna dress up also.. simply get ready then off i go to take my taxation test at 8am... not bad lah... can pass lah... wont die lah...

then went for FA lecture... tot i wont be listening to lecture.. who knows i listen to the whole lecture... and group 6 ppl are funny..=D

Tueday Afternoon
Sleep the whole afternoon

Tuesday Night
Introduced Shuai to Peter and Kelly...=D now u know who loh ^^

Today... 24 June...

OMG... why got people can so fan until i got headache de ah? I got headache looking for words to reply them... asking things that has nothing to do with them at all.. argh... freaking people~ go away lah... don't make me turn into a devil then only run~


I wonder why do i get hungry so easily... I wanna keep fit but i keep eating... I guess i'm making myself growing fat rather than going slimmer...ish~~

btw, recently i went putrajaya...wetland and taman botani... for MAMMI, Lingling and LENGLUI, phuitheng birthday..=D



Awwww, i come to my blog because my teddy told me that i did't update for a very long time... i guess is about time to come back to my pretty little blog and start blogging about my LIFE~ =D