Leo forum

hah... time for LEO FORUM..... will be back on sunday...:)

Happy Birthday

Ha.... HappY BirthdaY, Kevin~!!!

Returns...

Oh yeah, i return to this little blog here.... Never update because my connection were extremely bad... exams are not over... now is holiday... yet i am going to school for the pass few days and today is the last day... happy yet sad... happy because no need wake up so early... sad because cant see my friends edi... MISS~!!

Well, today little Mei Xin dont look happy.... Just hope she gets better soon...:) Talking about Mei Xin, now i miss Faith... awwww....

Argh, the ipoh camp.... i dowan go also got problem... ppl seems to come to me.... anyway, Have fun settling stuff Theresa... Your TL created this job for you... So ya, have fun... I have nothing to say besides giving advice....:)

Besides all those stuff, currently looking foward to LEO FORUM.... hahahahah.... not about the official events... but the 2 dinner.... one is starlight night, and the other is black and white night.... i havent choose from the dress i borrow from Mei Xin and Justine.... My mummy wants to use to room... so probably later la...

Now i feel... WEIRD~!!! I heard from Su Hui they would use the time to make up than go and take a bath.... As for me, i would bath and dress up.... I never put any make up before... See me in make up are from my MUM, AUNTY, MAKE-UP ARTIST..... not ME.... sighs... nvm lar... no make up for me...:)

But i feel like learning... at least... something abt make up...lolx~!!!

Holiday?

Ahhhhhhh... at last, holiday is here... I cant say exam is over since there is still chemistry and prinsip account after holiday... To be honest, i still dont know when is my P.A. paper... lolx... i never seems to know ah... and teacher always forget about me... sighs....

Well, today exam ain't that good... ain't that bad... because i still can tembak tembak...lolx.... dont really bother studying... just write whatever shit i know only lar... and during my first paper... i slept.... was so tired... then that crazy TLL go marah the whole class abt sejarah... She was so bising that i woke up... I cant open my eyes at first... and i think "What this Fucking idoit woman doing lar..."... then i open my eyes... saw her.... "ah, bising sial.... " then i sleep back.... then i wake up again and look at her... baru i notice she scolding abt sejarah stuff... malas nak layan also... was smiling in my deep deep heart...lolx?

okay... suddenly dowan blog d...

har?

Well, well,well, things are getting better as it seems... Looking at people moving on.... Like water flows in a river.... To not get left behind, i shall move on and go after what i want.... Being sad ain't the best way out.... So yeah... just trying my best to be happy....

That's wad i got.... "DONT MAKE ME CALL YOU"

Emo, Exams, Jokes...

Yeah ah... as title said... i was damn emo and never sleep again... probably i did... just 1 hour plus or so on?? Was so emo until my friend actually scared i went and commit suicide... That MIGHT happen but i wont do such thing la... Commit suicide cause more problems... so i wont do so... And then again... my tears flows like waterfalls which unable to stop even i tried so hard.... Knowing these tears unable to fix situation.... Like wad my teddy say...."what's done is done... accept the fact that what's done is done".... Maybe i just cant accept the fact that everything turning and turning around me... Not with me, yet not away....

So yeah, done emo-ing then go exam... i screw my physic paper... i did extremely badly in it... and as for BM... the choice question... 5 out of 5 i dont seems to know a fucking shit... i end up writing a surat rasmi abt pelancongan crap... and yeah, i crap throughout the paper.... hopefully no failing for BM.... because failing BM is a big thing~!!

As usual... sleep in class after finish doing exams.... and i really sleep... but good thing.. today no nightmares and no saliva on table...lolx~!! time flies whenever i dowan it to go fast.....so yeah... school end just like that....

While walking home... Joe Yee told me abt her "XPDC ke Tandas"...lolx... This little girl went toilet and come back... when she come back... she only went up one floor and was looking the floor all the time... she went into the wrong class... some weirdo class right below my class... SHe saw Dr.Minda and she went in... Just to ask "did my oral paper signed?" and teacher answer her that is signed... I laugh none stop at her... Blur girl... But i also jealous of her... brain can turn so fast and get such a weirdo question out to save the situation... how i wish i am Joe Yee.... that little Happy-Go-Lucky girl.... :)

I'm Belle?

I'm Belle... as if i know who she is...xD

Dancing furniture, singing spoons, and a man who needs a serious haircut - sound familiar? Well it should! Belle was a very independent spirit with alot on her mind, much like you are! But in life, there is a needed balance - learn when to speak your mind, and when to hold it back. Sometimes offending someone isn't the best way to go!

Cinderella		92%
Belle		92%
Pocahontas		88%
Alice		83%
Aurora (Sleeping Beauty)		75%
Snow White		71%
Tinkerbell		71%
Jane		67%
Megara		54%
Mulan		54%
Violet		50%
Jasmine		42%
Esmerelda		42%
Ariel		38%

To think about it

A carrot, an egg, and a cup of coffee...You will never look at a cup of coffee the same way again.

! A young woman went to her mother and told her about her life and how things were so hard for her. She did not know how she was going to make it and wanted to give up She was tired of fighting and struggling. It seemed as one problem was solved, a new one arose.


Her mother took her to the kitchen. She filled three pots with water and placed each on a high fire. Soon the pots came to boil. In the first s he placed carrots, in the second she placed eggs, and in the last she placed ground coffee beans. She let them sit and boil; without saying a word.

In about twenty minutes she turned off the burners. She fished the carrots out and placed them in a bowl. She pulled the eggs out and placed them in a bowl. Then she ladled the coffee out and placed it in a bowl. Turning to her daughter, she asked, 'Tell me what you see.'

'Carrots, eggs, and coffee,' she replied.

Her mother brought her closer and asked her to feel the carrots. She did and noted that they were soft. The mother then asked the daughter to take an egg and break it. After pulling off the shell, she observed the hard boiled egg.

Finally, the mother asked the daughter to sip the coffee. The daughter smiled as she tasted its rich ar oma. The daughter then asked, 'What does it mean, mother?'

Her mother explained that each of these objects had faced the same adversity: boiling water. Each reacted differently. The carrot went in strong, hard, and unrelenting. However, after being subjected to the boiling water, it softened and became weak. The egg had been fragile. Its thin outer shell had protected its liquid interior, but after sitting through the boiling water, its inside became hardened. The ground coffee beans were unique, however. After they were in the boiling water, they had changed the water.

'Which are you?' she asked her daughter. 'When adversity knocks on your door, how do you respond? Are you a carrot, an egg or a coffee bean?

Think of this: Which am I? Am I the carrot that seems strong, but with pain and adversity do I wilt and become soft and lose my strength?

Am I the egg that starts with a malleable heart, but changes with the heat? Did I have a fluid spirit, but after a death, a breakup, a financial hardship or some other trial, have I become hardened and stiff? Does my shell look the same, but on the inside am I bitter and tough with a stiff spirit and hardened heart?

Or am I like the coffee bean? The bean actually changes the hot water, the very circumstance that brings the pain. When the water gets hot, it releases the fragrance and flavor. If you are like the bean, when things are at their worst, you get better and change the situation around you. When the hour is the darkest and trials are their greatest, do you elevate yourself to another level? How do you handle adversity? Are you a carrot, an egg or a coffee bean?

May you have enough happiness to make you sweet, enough trials to make you strong, enough sorrow to keep you human and enough hope to make you happy.

The happiest of people don't necessarily have the best of everything; they just make the most of everything that comes along their way. The brightest future will always be based on a forgotten past; you can't go forward in life until you let go of your past failures and heartaches.

When you were born, you were crying and everyone around you was smiling.

Live your life so at the end, you're the one who is smiling and everyone around you is crying.

You might want to send this message to those people who mean something to you; to those who have touched your life in one way or another; to those who make you smile when you really need it; to those who make you see the brighter side of things when you are really down; to those whose friendship you appreciate; to those who are so meaningful in your life.

Wesak procession

Heh.... on the 19th of May 2008 i went for my first ever procession.... lolx.... walking 3 hours none stop and chase one flower car after another is damn tiring...lolx... oh yeah, i found lim kevin... so susah wanna find him... because he grow taller edi..lolx... almost cannot recognise him.... i know that is him because he was holding a flag and holding a phone replying me.... kekekeke.... was so happy that i finished it.... shall upload more photo next time...:)

Exam... sleep... Pig

Oh.... I failed to sleep yesterday night... Yeah... was damn fucking emo yesterday.... EMO EMO EMO... always tell people not to emo but right now... i am damn fucking emo-ing.... whoever wants to slap me go ahead man... hahahahha.... should slap wake me... so i wont emo.... Jiun Yann said... "life is not for us to emo... chill"....

Yesterday sleep only 1 hr plus plus... so today i am damn damn damn sleepy... went to school as usual... and had my exam... english essay... dont really bother writing good essays... just hentam only... then sleep for around half an hour... i had "NIGHTMARES" in morning.... something happen and i pushes a person off.... instead of pushing a person... i push my table and my bottle falls.... A very quiet room suddenly got a "bang"... poor kai cheat got a shock... i dont care and continue my sleep.... after recess... i am laughing at myself... for slamming the table for no fucking reason..lolx...

then had math exam... do finish edi sleep again... thank god this time no slamming table.... this time i just leave some memorable mark "saliva" on my desk... kakakaka.... is just me for the fucking day lar... sleep like pig in class... never bother doing exam properlly... but who cares.... is just some fucking midterm like wad adrian and kevin said.... fail wont die de.... so i dont care la... hahahahha.....

How i wish that there is really someone who will catch me..... from the fall...

My idol...xD

Mim... Mim... Mimzy? jk

AHhhhh.... mouth open bigger...xD

Dont blur girls... get ready...:)

Star of U8...

The band...

Darling Ju.... lolx!

My friends....

Wad can i say?? SHe's damn good...

Sing Sing Sing... good job guys...

Hah... looking at my other darling?

Scene View from KJ

Stole this from friend.... Nice view.... How i wish i am there... Looking at the view... the scene...

Look... so sweet... so smooth.... as if life so simple and nice....

Performance for entertainment....

Overall view....

Sengeted human...

breakdance....

Little kids....

wu shu....

emo dance....

melody....

Indian dance....

Magic show....

little cute kids....

Lolx.... Mei dont like this....

WHen they turn... i terclick on my camera.... caught butt~!!

The guy toward the end.. thin thin de... looks familiar....

Yeng leh??/ damn loud u know....

Can see Kai Cheat?? lolx...

The huge drums u can see there...

The opening ceremony.... drum whacking thingy....

The banner....

Sijil, Performance, Movie, Faith

Friends... performing....

Darling Julia....

Darling Kirsten...

There goes the girls....

Oh yeah... missed out alot of stuff to blog... Let me replace this with the time i was in summit... On the saturday morning i went to school to get the sijil terbaik lembaga koperasi crap.... ah yeah.. so i got a SIJIL.... then had some food provided by the school then went home and bath...

Then dad send me over to Mei Xin's house... I want to search her house myself... i never remember where's her house... so i start "house hunting" expedision.... after so long... i still cant find... she told me right.... but it is in left...lolx~!! at last i also found... good thing... then we went summit for kirsten, julia and syamim's performance... she sing and play guitar and piano and so on.... LOVE SONG was the best~!! and, all the performance were excited.... make me keep starring and wondering and wondering....

After that we went pyramid for movie... we watch the sky of love... and we walk walk as well.... had fun lar.... cried almost 80% when the movie was playing... was like "sobing" none stop.... damn touching la that movie... walking with mei xin is fun.... because i can have all mei xin... all her attention on me... is like... WOW.... great isn't it??? Yeah, just for a day....

then took a bus back to mei xin's house and play with Faith~!! damn, i love her... she is just a freaking crazy dog.... jump all over me.... biting me hand, my socks... my everything.... playing with me so crazy... i also turn into a crazy dog edi... hahahahah... really had fun throughout the day... Thanks Mei...:)

Little Faith who give me FAITH....

STarting A Brand New blog

I know i had many blogs.... this probably the... 5th?? hahahahah... cant help it... keep changing....
so ya.... getting life living on.... searching for a brand new happy life... been in a dark room for some time... time to breath and find a WHOLE NEW WORLD again.....

So sorry i locked my the other blog... keeping it for memories purposes only... Shall check this blog next time....:) and Happy Wesak~!!!