汤圆

Broga 的我下次有心再慢慢写吧。。。

我突然，很怀念我外婆。。。
我想念她在我身边的时候。。。
每年，到了冬至，外婆都会要我们一起搓汤圆。。。
然后拿去煮。。。。

我不爱吃汤圆。。。
可是，外婆就是要我吃。。。
说，汤圆汤圆。。。 吃了，一家团团圆圆的。。。

我再不爱吃，都会被逼吃几粒的。。。
所以，我年年都算是有吃汤圆的。。。
今年，好像没人逼我吃了。。。
反而，我好想拿几粒来吃。。。
就是为了怀念她，我想吃几粒。。。

没人给我汤圆搓了。。。
没人逼我吃汤圆了。。。
怀念。。。
想念。。。
我要哭了。。。。

外婆，我想你。。。
想念着在我最怕时，陪着我。。。
想念我晚上睡觉踢开被时，你帮我盖被。。。
啊。。。。 够够力。。。
看到你们的汤圆我有那么多的怀念。。。

好了。。。 不想了。。。
我要开心!

I'm sorry. But you are way too annoying.

What should i do when a guy keep asking me questions like:

What do you think about being single?
Do you like being single?

What should i do or react to when a guy says this:

I dont wanna be single.
I dislike single life.

Okay, i damn lazy wanna reply him but i'll post it here. for any of these question, i will not reply okay. I think single is cool. I got the freedom i want. I got love from family and friends. Yeah, having someone special is good. But, being single ain't that bad afterall wad. I have my time for my own. I can wait for the person i want to. I can go round the world fulfilling my dream. I can explore the world with my friends without worrying if my partner allows or not. So? is single bad? No~

Do i like being single. Maybe not really. I dislike people who keep coming after me despite the fact i have rejected. If and only if i got a bf. I can just proudly tell them off by saying "stop disturbing me because i've got someone special." right? Oh well.... but i never dislike single life. live as it is lar~~~

And if u so desperately want a girl. go get a bitch. go flirt around with them. Stop disturbing me. i wont give any good respond besides being MEAN all the time. sighs! okie.

I'm gonna say sorry. for ignoring you from today onwards.
you forced me to.

Wish you were here. I dislike nightmare

OKay, first... I want to say that i dont know it is a nightmare or it really happen... Is just too complicated that i cant differentiate which is real and which is nightmare. I dont think i wanna blog it out because i wanna forget it if i can... I dont wanna see back such thing when i read back my own blog... I said it was complicated because it is something like you feel you knocked ur head and you woke up having a bruised head. get it?

Okay, enough information about the dream. I wish someone can be here for me. The someone who can makes me feel safe when i sleep. Ah!!!! Why are you so far away~~~ Now, i choose not to sleep rather than continue sleeping. Reason: i choose to force myself wake up from the horrible dream/ or not a dream i had exprienced. I dont wanna experience it anymore.

I woke up not knowing what to do but tears. waking up in tears isn't good. I wipe them off. thinking who can i find. Duh, i find those "night-cat" of my friends. Knowing they might not be sleeping or will bother replying me in the middle of the night.

My friend told me that i think too much~
My friend told me that i am just too stress~
My friend told me it might be something i fear of~
My friend told me it might be something i have to follow~

So many possibilities. And yet, who knows it might not be a simple dream?
Yeah, or it may just be a simple dream that i complicates it myself and scare myself more.... but who knows what i felt. it was OVER the limit. uncontrollable.

OK. STOP this thingy. STOP being afraid. Listens to music. Relax. Later after feeling better go back to sleep. No matter what it is.... It will be fine.

I love all of you.
I miss you.

This Week.

Monday

What so special about monday? besides get bullied by my friends during lunch time~
Oh, i went out for dinner with Mun Yee~ ^^

Tuesday

This is definately one memorable day. We went for FM class, then after class we straight drive to titiwangsa to take monorial. In the monorial, i meet Yi Sheng! LOLz.... I always meet him de, compare to other csg4 members.. I mean as in accidentally... =)

We then finally reach Sg. Wang and started our so called "window shopping" till we decided to walk over to Pavillion for snowflake! We shared the snowflake and chit chatted all along... Oh wait,i remember laughing like an idiot because of lots of things! Really had fun laughing at that moment~




Before we the snowflake, we found out that nearby has a "pretty cool" walkway to the toilet. We pose and pose and took tons of photo at that moment! Making life extremely fun doing such thing at an unknown place ^^

Then we walked to the main entrance of Pavillion and start taking photo while waiting for Phui Theng, Wei Long and Wee Fong~ Then we all waited for ZiYi and XiaoFang then left for Jogoya!

Well, do i still need to mention since we went Jogoya? Of course we eat hell alot of food which i sometimes not sure what i'm eating actually. Besides that, they have my favourite haagen daaz ice-cream!! Well, it was all worth the time and money spent on that day~ Oh, did i mention that we ladies get half price? hehehheehe~



After Jogoya, we walk around Starhill and took some photos then left to Sg.Wang... We went and visited "DOMO" and then lepak in Old Town? or was it other shop? Okay~ i couldn't remember~ oh, i was a little blur that time.

After that only go home~~ so i reached home kinda late.


For photos/pictures taken.

http://www.facebook.com/?ref=home#!/album.php?aid=49546&id=100000058480461

http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=342821&id=774520883

Wednesday

Let me think think xia.. what i did on Wednesday ah? Oh oh~~~ I went to college as usual... went for lunch kinda late.... then came back took a nap then went for Pasar Malam in Cheras! Oh, that was a memorable and lovely memory~

Oh, i went there with MunYee and WeiQuan~ and meet lots of people in Pasar malam!

Thursday

Since my class is until 6.30pm but ended early... the only thing memorable is to eat dinner with classmate! and then had a pre-confirmed place for christmas party is My KL, metroview house? Hahahahaha... i dont even know where will i be yet.... Oh well, let it be ^^

Got a lecture.

Someone scolded me because i updated facebook status too often. OKie, maybe is not a scolding but a friendly advice afterall. I dont know isit really that bad or just hate looking at my updates. HAHAHAHAH

but afterall, i guess i should stop spamming my facebook wall. Hahahaha.. Bad Habit. I shall changed my focused. I've got something better to do right now~!

Aye Aye. I need to do something really important in my life. So, facebook. Sayorana lah. ^^ Friend, taking ur advice. Not spamming my wall anymore.

开心啦

开心开心。。。
睡饱了就开心。。。
嘻嘻。。。

我今天该做么呢？
我那需要加油的科目。。。
需要等星期三才懂。。。
现在没心情读。。。

我的故事书不再这里。。。
我看不到。。。

不如就。。。
看戏！哈哈hahaha

不爽

人生不如如此。。。
我累了。。。

有时，不是我想要的。。。
我已经很尽力了。。。
但，还是会发生事情。。。

我尽力了。。。
为什么还是要怪我？

我尽力了。。。
为什么要害我。。。

至， 人。
你们怪我忙。。。
那，你们忙时我有说过什么吗？

你们怪我不找你，
我问你，
你又找过我吗？

你天天那么的emo，
我可以听你诉苦。。。
可却我接受不了你天天念着“我伤心啊，我伤心啊”
最讨厌人酱的啊。。。

朋友，
我现在有着没人帮到我的烦恼。。。
你可以不要给我烦恼吗？

还有，不要乱乱当我是你的女友！
我不管你是开玩笑还是来真的。。。
可以不要那么的不要脸吗？

我心情好时，
我可以接受你们那无理取闹的态度。。。
可是，
我现在不得空理你们。。。
更不得空听你们撒娇。。。
更死的是，你还是个男的。。。

是时候长大了吧？

讨厌讨厌！！！！

我不想最后我会选择避开你。。。

算了。。。算了。。。。



那，我烦的东西。。。
希望可以快快有答案。。。
我以没心情读了。。。
真的，我读了然后又没有。。。
不是多余了吗？

我。。。
不开心。。。
你。。。
就不要乱乱闹了。。。
无聊的朋友，
希望你们可以成熟点吗？
帮我的朋友，
真的谢谢你。。。 爱你

爬山，下雨，火锅，散步，生气了

今天，我还很期待的要去爬山，
谁知。。 下雨了。。。 爬不成~~~
我还真的对不起我带去的两位朋友。。。

那也算了。。。
想成全我的朋友去吃肉骨茶，谁知找了几间都没开。。。
还那么巧！

那，也算了。。。 去吃点心。。。
可却，我好像很笨的。。。 给人玩弄~~
我都不知要真么说。。。
我是又笨又天真。。。 那么容易相信人！

算了算了，
还好我谈话谈得还蛮开心的。。。
还有，我要谢谢今天载我上课的人！
谢谢哦。。。 不好意思，打扰了~

上课，志源找我跟他坐。。。
我，讨厌你那个态度啦。。。
改一改可以吗？
还有，不要那么negative啦。。。
还没绝望就有希望啊。。。
加油吧！
还有，有了新女友就好好珍惜吧。。。
希望你们可以幸福快乐。。。

break 的时候我很累。。。
就在食堂睡着了。。。 睡醒时，头超级痛的。。。
还有奇怪的感觉在头上。。。
算了，都过了。。
不管它~~

上FAF的时候。。。 又在次听到我的名。。。
课业上有自己的名，就不能不听到。。。

MA。。。 就这么过咯。。。
都不记得了。。。 就是生气咯。。。
我气有人拿了我的东西啊，然后答应要还我的。。。
可是，没有还我也不讲一声。。。
我不是生气你不还我，我是生气你到现在还是酱~
不还说声很难吗？还有，我还刻意sms你哦。。。
希望你可以给我个很好的解释！

其实，也不算生气啦。。。
就是不开心咯。。。 我希望你是明白的咯。。。

阿，不管啦。。。 都过了。。。
晚餐去吃火锅。。。 我还是第一次吃到流泪，流鼻涕，脸红红的，嘴红肿的。。。
吃到我，又晕又累的。。。
感觉，又冷又热的。。。
真的是够够力咯。。。

然后，去gk。。。为了买蛋糕。。。
过后，peter 说他的车快到9329KM 了。。。
就为了要拍那9329km。。。 他就转进了steven corner那条路。。。
看到有位子就stop了车子，那出手机就要拍照了。。。
我呢，就看到前面有警察。。。
却不知道是做什么的。。。
然后，看到他停了motor。。。。就知道是roadblock 了。。。
我们车子后面是坐5个人的。。。 就担心会被停车。。。
我跟weefong 就下车走开先。。。
peter绕了一个圈然后来载我们。。。
笑到我们要死！还是第一次做酱的东西~~~

然后送他们回hostel， 然后送ziyi回MU。。。
我呢，就突然急尿。。。
就跑到pool scentuary 借厕所用！
哈哈哈哈哈，怪事就是这样的一个接一个发生。。。

我今天是开心的。。。真的。。。
Phui Theng, Xiao Fang, Kelly, Zi Yi, Wee Fong, Peter!
Thanks for the great memory tonight!
and Ziyi, dont unhappy and emo~~
I see u not very happy de... cheer up, my friend?