设计组组长

As usual, my monday dont have class but i have more than what i have to do...
The stupid Xia Xiang...
Now, i'm not going to complain about gu wen but my group member...
i dont care if she's going to see this or not...
if she see this, is even better...
I would like u to change ur character, ur personality...

This morning i have my group presentation thing to plan... a 8 minute to 10 minute sketch...
We planned something kinda lame... but i think is good enough for a short play...
we ended at 2pm because Ah Xin have her ko-ko at 2pm...
I went to college hall for Xia Xiang's stuff...
1... i'm supposed to teach Rahman School Song
2... My dance havent finished creating yet
3... I cant print my song so i would have to copy them down
4... I've got exam and i dont know anything~!!

I passed up the things 设计组组长ask us to do...
She give me around 10+ of card board to cut...
she gave me a sample too... she say, follow sample and do...
remember front and back must have colour paper...
Okay lor... i go home and check and cut...
I managed to cut only half of it as the other half tend to have colour paper problem..
I just give back all to her and say...
This is the things you asked me to do... the rest cannot do...

Then she started scolding me...
Why only cut half and not all? I answered saying, because the other half got colour paper problem...
The she scold me... why u go stick the colour paper till like this? then i answer back saying... u give me is already like this... i think u stick jor then only give me de lor...
Then she scold.... You all so stupid go stick like this... sure la got problem...
WTF, i feel like slapping her right at the spot... i did my job and she scold me... for not my wrongs~!!!!

Fine, i just take it... then she scold me.... why come and never help...
then i say, the very first purposed i come is to pass up my stuff and teach rahman song...
not to help you... and i am willing to help but after i'm done with my songs...
LOOK, if i'm not even done with my stuff, why should i help and kena scolding by my guwen myself?
All she say is... obviously u dont come here and help...
yeah ah, i agree ah... because i really dont plan to help...
in the end i also help... i got wei ping's scissors...

while helping, she scold... why do so little... why do so slow...
where's the rest... why no one do... she keep scolding us and ask us do while we're doing our best...
I cannot tahan so i just faced away not looking her... i dont think i want to scold her...
she's gonna cry if kena marah from me... oh well, kang le dont make people cry but make people happy...
so she scold hers... i do mine... ignoring till i heard a voice...from Wei Ping...
She suddenly scold her back....
I dont expect Wei Ping to scold... but she's kinda direct and not so cruel...
I hope those words dont come out from my mouth...

I mean, i can tolerate with most people... but definately not her...
She dont help anyone of us... and she expect everyone to help her...
Yes, i know she have to do 150 souvenior, as CSG4 we got to help...
But has she help anyone of us??

Look, i'm in two sketches and in my own dance... i dont even have time for my own dance, my own song, my own report yet i'm helping the others as i know they need me... I'll try my best to do what they need, to do what my gu wen want... But i'm tired enough... I'm even kind enough to do ur stuff, to pass it to u... and to even help at the spot... yet kena scold from u... i ask u... have you help others? are u in any sketches? any presentation? any dance? NO NO NO... FUCKING NO....

Before u actually open ur mouth to ask people do stuff, think back have u done anything for others... Before u actually open ur mouth to scold us, think back does anyone of us scold u for not helping? Can u like please use ur freaking brain before u do stuff? I tell u, u do things like that, do so many things, yet it'll turn out ugly... u want to know why? because u do it without ur heart... all u want is to do things fast... Now, we not only need to do things fast... but good...

Fast and not good, i rather not have it...

YOU, see this... think about it...

拉曼校歌

I must blog about this... I mean, i've got no place to express...
I dont want to see myself expressing these in tears....
So, i've got to blog it out... blog it out....

Yesterday, i got Xia Xiang(Community Sociology)...
Yesterday our job is to prepared for TRAIL camp...
morning i was late... due to tummy ache...lolx...
Got punished as usual... hahahahaha.... but their punishment ain't that bad la...
Sap Sap Water compare to scout's pumping...

Morning started off okay.... we did some personality test and basically i'm categorised under PEACOCK... Lolx... CSG 4 got the least PEACOCK... so we're special...lolx~!! The personality test was fun... I had fun laughing at those characteristic as some are so true and some are not... But, they are really funny...

Then we start our preparation... Dance, sketch, and another type of sketch.... Thank god i'm not involve in the singing poem thing... my voice might just ruin the whole thing...LOL~!! We dance 浪花一朵朵。。。and i know it wont approve.... because even me myself think is boring...lolx... But we've got no choice but to continue it since... some of the people ain't that sporting...

Then we have SERIOUS lunch... then i go for 康乐meeting at 1.15pm.... Which is crazy... They just got to scold u... I expected that so i was ready for the scolding... I wasn't that happy but oh well... that's the way it worked... They then taught me Rahman school song... Only once... how do u expect a person who doesn't really know how to sing to catch all the key once?~!!??? I learned once and was told to teach the rest right after i go back to my group....but do i have the time?? The most important thing is... i dont even know how to sing it myself...

早安 午安 晚安

早安 拉曼 你是初升的照阳
早安 拉曼 我读遍了你的红砖
早安 拉曼 你是照亮前途的晨光
一线一线的阳光 指引我成功的方向

午安 拉曼 你是热情的炎阳
午安 拉曼 经过风吹雨打的红砖
午安 拉曼 你给我追寻理想
多少个未来的希望 在你红砖下成长

我们都爱你拉曼 陪你风雨中成长
我们都爱你拉曼 我们携手齐欢唱

我们都爱拉曼 悲欢一起品尝
爱这里的浪漫 爱这里的红砖
我们都在拉曼 唱出拉曼的歌
用自己的风格 唱出自己的歌

晚安 拉曼 你是娇柔的月光
晚安 拉曼 月光下浪漫的红砖
晚安 拉曼 你给游子家庭温暖
踏遍了你的土壤 踏出我乡土的芬芳

早安 午安 晚安 拉曼

That's basically the song....I bring a member of mine, went to gorup 3 and search for help... He taught us once... well, we have not much time since we got to perform to let GU WEN see... the sketch and another sketch and dance.... In one of the sketch, i'm the typical DOCTOR, in one of the sketch, i'm the great chef... And dance, everyone dance together la...

Well, after every performance, sure gotta get scold... heh? i did't get scold in the morning... So i guess... i get scold since 1.15 till it end at 6pm.... Meeting time scold, perform time scold, in class also scold... Scold Scold Scold... I paling tak boleh tahan is.... around 5.45pm, they came into my class... and ask us to dance 在观爱中成长 and we can do it... kena scold because some did wrongs... and they ask us to sing 拉曼校歌... I never teach, no one know how to sing.... then, Jackson i think... said we dont know how to sing... then Gu Wen asked why... I have to say something.. So i said, i havent teach them yet... then Gu Wen scold... Say i am supposed to teach... Then i reply... I dont even know how to sing, how to teach? Then they never scold me jor...really mar... You guys like purposely find things to scold de lor... U memang tahu i dont know how to sing the song, how to teach? Even i know how to sing, do i have the time?FREAKING FUCKING NO~!!!!!!!! I dont care about vulgar words here since.... blog allows...lolx....

Today got 3 people from my group cried... The 设计组组长，公关组组长，and 明丽... i mean, yeah la... scold is scold la... But u dont have to make so many people cry gua.... 设计组组长not first time cry jor... I mean, maybe she likes to cry... So i got no feelings... How about 公关组组长？ She did alot and i think she did a great job... How can u people be so cruel??? I already not happy with that... then they dare to make my 康乐组组员cry... I lagi angry wei.... Argh... i hate them for being so cruel....

Like my housemate say, i'll be the only 组长 left not YET cry of 顾问scoldings... Wait, maybe not me alone la... but all the 组长 either leave jor, or cry be4 i think... sighs... stupid Xia Xiang... I want to vanished u ah.... OKay lar... i think i done expressing... done saying...

What's here stay here... Any opinion just leave it here... Since this is my blog, my point of view...

Stop hurting youself, Prue

I've gotta stop hurting myself, mentally, physically and also my pretty fragile little heart...

Let's talk about physically...
I'm extremely tired over stuff....
As i have alot to do with very little time....
Assignments, Tests, Xia Xiang, Work, Tutorial....
So far my tutorial works i ain't doing them....
My assignment and xia xiang... i tend to do them together...
I can have meeting for xia xiang and assignment at same time...
Work and xia xiang, i only can pick one and do and i have to work....
I got to work... no choice.... MUST....

I'm mentally tortured too....
I know that because i dont even remember things that happen a minute ago...
people can tell me something a minute ago and i forget them in a minute time...
how am i supposed to go for test having the brain tortured like this?
oh well, oh great, prudence is critically ill....

My little heart breaks whenever i feel jealous....
Jealous of something i'm not supposed to be jealous at all...
Jealous just because my heart tend to want it but is impossible...
I have to get myself away not too see that thing that can make me jealous...
I have to stop myself from hurting myself....

I WANT MY ICE-CREAM~!!!
I WANT PEACE~!!

Finally, happy....

Finally, i'm happy...
with all the things that i've done...
I'm glad that i know i can pass my ME test...
Glad that i've done my ptptn loan...
Glad that i finally got someone to help me do my dance...
Glad that things turn right after i've emo a day...lolx~!!

Today, Kang Le group 1 leader called me up just to tell me he going to quit....
How good can he be? Call me up just to tell me that he wants to quit....
Look, all of them leave me alone... Group 1,2,3 kang le leader all quit le~!!!!!!!
Ahhhhhh, why quit ah?? How can u guys leave me alone???
I cant believe you guys really leave me alone....~!!!! COME BACK AH~!!!

In Kang Le, i already felt meaningless being a leader...
I dont have the ability to even keep another group leader....
Not even one... all of them leave and say good luck to me....
Well, i dont think i'll quit... So, good luck to you guys too...=)
Find me yam cha anytime.... I'll be happy to see you guys back...=)

Sometimes, they tell me is very hard for them to cope...
I think is even harder for me to cope... but i think i can...
i'll make myself can... i wont force myself can....
what my fish fish say is right... force dont work things out...
make, work things out... i'll make myself CAN...

You people should stop calling me "geng"....
because i'm no where near "geng"... i just live with my principles...
CSG4, must tahan tahan till the end... dont give up ah....
we'll work things out.... i know we can and we know we can~!!

I've got more than enough news about H1N1 in TARCollege...
Saying 2 SBS and 1 SSSH confirmed got H1N1....
Isit dangerous to go college now?? should i run away???
No, i dont think i have the need to run away yet....lolx....
But take care la... everyone, take care yea~!!

Skipping Class Now

Okay, i'm gonna say this...
I'm skipping 2 lectures... and most probably 2 tutorial...
where i'm not supposed to...
then again, i skip class with mummy's great permission...
LOOK, whenever i skip class, is always with mum's permission..
you cant say i'm naughty...

I'm so stress...
to the extend that i cant even study for today's test...
i'm having test later at 11.30am...
if i fail this test, i cant go for final...that's the worst part...
and i'm supposed to be in school now to photocopy my stuff...
and to get my ptptn stuff done....

And due to the stress in me, i decided to blog before i go...
That's basically why i'm here blogging...
I've got so much to do that i ended up not doing anything!!
My assignment due date on friday...
meaning we have to print everything out and give Miss Priscilla on friday...
Today, thursday, and we are not even done with it yet...
No one send me anything as i checked my mail...
I'm not gonna meet them in class since i skipping almost all...
Other than test... How am i supposed to finalist everything and get it printed when i dont have full information??

gosh, this suck this suck this suck....
Society is also giving me a hard time... Today thursday....
They want to see a dance on sunday.... WTF??
I dont have song, dont even know what to dance...
I wont have anytime today... but i decided to meet them...
just to tell them EVERYTHING...
I've got class on friday... meeting for IA assginment,
Assignment due date... and WORK at 2pm...

I even have work on saturday and my society is on sunday...
I dont know how to produce a dance to them... but i guess...
my members would have to do it... not me anymore....
Hopefully they do work out stuff...
or i'll be dead... since i got no other choice....

Ah, for now, listen to fish, mummy, and Hunny's advice...
GO STUDY FOR EXAM.... then later settle other stuff...
NOTHING more important than my FUTURE...
Prudence, seriously dont know can tahan till when...

But, one sem, 3 months, 14weeks...
I think i can make it.... hopefully...
i dont want to waste money paying society...
i dont want to fail any test nor exam...
i dont want to have any assignment not passed up...
I just want to end this fast....~!!!!

Oh yeah, something that makes me surprised...
One guy can guess which course i'm studying just by my look...
and i asked him how he know? is he from the same course?
then he said, nope... he told me that his friend said....
"I saw a girl with very big eyes in accouting..."...
So am i basically the girl whom they are talking? or maybe not...
Then my Kangle group mate took a picture of me... on the spot...
i dont know what he's gonna do... but hopefully nothing funny.

Argh, i hope they dont upload me in youtube for the.... song+hand language thing..
I told them not to when they want to video tape me... and if i know who did it...
i'm so gonna kill him/her.... You guys ah... why cant i trust u guys???
I'm kind enough to let u guys video tape it down just because u guys cant catch up...
now u do this to me?? I dont think i want to see myself singing and doing hand language on the net... I look so ugly lar... argh............. better not let me see it!!!!

Okay.... STUDY... BYE

STRESS

Too many things at one time...
i even need to split myself into two at one time...
to attend kang le meeting and to tell the information to stephanie and synn...
sitting in the middle of two table...
talk here then there... that sucks....

that's over...
now... assignments, test, csg4....
and even worst... ptptn loan....
no loan, no need study...
lolx.... stress just because i cant print...
cant i have a printer ah?? lolx....

Okay lar.... i dont know what to say as...
there's too many things to say...
i go stress even more la....

Long hair, Ugly Happy

Long Hair
Suddenly i feel like having my long hair again... so i can do anything i like to it... but sadly, i dont have the long hair anymore... I'm having kinda long yet not so long hair... extremely layered where i cant do anything to it... it curls up whenever it like... and is like.. so hard to get it guai guai and nice nice... LOLx... nvm, my hair will grow... xD

Ugly and Happy
I found this picture... memories back then... I cant believe we can actually be that happy when we get that ugly... hahahahaha.... but we are really that happy back then...lolx...

坚持到底永不放弃

进了下乡团，我终于学会打华语了。
还是难得一见的事情吧。。。
下乡团并不是一个玩的团体，
他们可严了，那还好，
可恶的是他们竟然不会笑！

算了，算了，
不进也进了，
我只好坚持到底永不放弃！
还是保安的字句够好，
给我足够的力量来面对问题！

如果你们是想退团的，
请你们三思而后行。。。
我不想去劝你们，
只想好好地做到最好。。

Quote:

Winners MAKE things happen, losers LET things happen; you're not a loser when u fall, you're a loser if you quit.

So to anyone who wants to quit, do u think u are a loser before even trying to complete it? Think again....

Smile fading

As far as i know, i dont seems to be as happy as i was before this.

I don't really know exactly what is the thing that make me so unhappy, but i'm sure is because of all the stress.... From assignments to society... Assignment ain't complete... and still not really progressing.... Society which gives only a day time to have meeting and do report... I cant believe but i did the meeting and did the report... but not having the luck to print it out... great isn't it?

I seriously do think that this society shouldn't work this way.

To get respect from people is definately not by making people scared. People scared of you doesn't mean they respect you. They might just pretend they are good but talk bad behind you just like what i'm doing right now~!! Yea, in front of you, i can say "GU WEN HAO"... i can pretend i'm a good girl... I can do anything that satisfy you... But do we really respect you? NO... freaking NO....

Many people trust me and they tell me how they feels... They cant cope with the stress given.. People are considering quiting this society... They think is worth it to pay the RM148 to quit.... Well, honestly... i do considering to quit... but because i need to pay and i find that is not really worth quiting, i decided to continue and tahan till the end... is just a sem of 3 months... i think i can make it though... As long as i think i can, i can!!

I can accept the wrong i've did... but definately not criticise on something u guys already said "NVM"... Before i join, i said my madarin wasn't good and u guys say "NVM"....great... i went for first interview and i repeat saying my mandarin wasn't good... and then again... u guys said "NVM".... fine fine... i pass the 1st interview and went for the second one.... i said again... my madarin not good... then again, i got the same thing "nvm, dont know madarin doesn't mean is a bad thing".... GREAT, in my heart thinking... as long as i can communicate in simple mandarin is good enough... Now, they criticise on my language... Criticise on the sentence i made... Criticise on something they've said nvm... should i consider that they are a freaking LIAR... freaking IDIOTIC people who tries to find things to scold me? I'm mad but i just swallow those thing in... What can i do?? tell them off?? if i can and i'm allowed to, i'll definately say everything right into their face....

They always ask us to think what we've done... Have they think what they've done? Do they think they are right? Do they think not smiling is a right way to get respect? I tell you... So far all the people i know... THINKS that is crazy to not smile... WHAT kind of attitude is this... yes, u can be serious... But not 24/7.... wanna laught yet keep it dont laugh, dont u think is suffering?? I damn pity u ppl who wants to laugh but cant laugh due to the stupid rules made... i seriously gonna use the word stupid because everyone thinks is stupid... any generation, from the old to the adult to young kids.... No one thinks that is right... everyone say "crazy, stupid, no brain"...

Prudence's created theory, cannot trust, but can read

The Life Theory
Life, is a long long journey with an ending which u dont know when,
Life, started alone as if u're walking on the path of road u choosen,
Life, u tend to stop by each and every stop, to taste what's life,
Life, full with experience which u can never thought of it.

The Feeling's Theory
No matter is happy or sad, we gotta be glad that we felt it.
We felt what's life, we felt a feeling we might not be able to feel it anymore,
Laughters in tears, Tears in laughter, ever understand why it happen??
Because is all about life, to feel it together or seperately is also different.

The Road Theory
I walk happily on the road, tasting what's life all about,
You came by, with a car, got me on and fetches me around,
Having a different feeling with a car, the enjoyment that i would not want to let go,
then, u leave me, walking alone again....
I tend to find life's harder after having a ride, how hard isit, i pulled through,
Then again, that's life....

My Life's Theory
I've always wanted to know why i live... I guess my answer is the same... I live to find out why am i living.... Probably is to taste what's life all about... The good the bad.... I'll not give up... As failure is the key to success... I'll not give up.... As long as i think i can, i can do it.... I'll not give up... As long as i want the best, i'll do my very best.... I'll not give up... As i live up to my motto... I must be strong, i must be strong, to taste what's life all about...

Community Sociolgy

Sunday

AGM for Community Sociology... I've to admit that i really did't know a single thing about this society... When i see Community Sociology, in my mind is full of LEO... It must be some good society which helps the community... Then i have my roommate telling me how good isit... Saying that this is something like LEO, a society which suits me... She's not in CS but she promoted CS to me... In my heart, probably they are good... So i just went for the interview and pass it easily despite having difficulty in answering question in Mandarin.

I was just on time for CS as i FLY from Subang to College on sunday morning... Went there in time and line up... They have their rules and i find it okay... Not too bad... after body check and so on... waiting for half an hour and more... we finally get to start our day... Introduction was okay... Slide show full with effort as i can see... Sketch was awesome... Damn, i love the way they do it... I seriously do respect whoever that does the sketch + background... I shall say that's the only thing i really do enjoy and love it on that day....

Soon, i find them being a little too strict... Feeling a little annoyed with their -not-smiling-face-.... i seriously dont get it why they do that because my life motto is to SMILE AND BE HAPPY.... Fine fine, forget it... we then get into different room.... every one group has a room... and same goes to mine... I'm in group 4... and they name it CSG4... meaning Community Sociology Group 4.... i think this year i kinda have the luck with "4"... I'm serious~!! My accouting, i'm in group A Tutorial 4, and now CSG4.... everything also 4... maybe i memang nak mati in this sem... a hint? lolx...

In the room, we started off having short introduction of ourselves... then we played "night-walk" in the Chinese version... Yeah, is exactly the same except the fact that is in Chinese and is in morning... not night...lolx... Well, they dont name it night walk afterall... we play and i think i had fun... since i'm the one on the back... AKA acting guy... i'm not the one turning but the one turning the guys and girls... hahahaha... feels great since all this while during nightwalk i'm the one turning not the one turning people... okay, after so many turning, i'm sure u also blur already... gotta stop talking about it.... time to move on...

Okay, i dont think i remember much besides that.... i have difficulties eating in 15 minutes as they set that... WHOLE WORLD knows i need at least an hour to finish my food... 15 minutes?? hahahaha... U guys know what i do lar... Force myself eat as fast as i could... thank god i did't vomit the food out... Hopefully these torturing days pass faster... I started to feel a little regret of joining... But i think again, is a process i can never go through in other society, i must be happy... and then i smile again... trying to make people around me smile and be happy as well.... but their face makes me sad... everyone looks so sad... i bet i look the same too...

Well, the day was long... but what we did was very little... We dont seems to have much time... Oh yeah, i had a post... and i told them not to pick me for any post but the people around me insisted... so i just tell them that... i only can go for one.. Entertainment... So now, i'm the head of entertainment for group 4... I mean, entertainment i still can enjoy, have fun, bring laughter to everyone... From scouts and Leos, i think is better than other jobs... Entertainment fits my life motto... Smile and Be happy... Oh well, forget it... that's abt it... i went home with one guy name... err... Kien Aun i think... yeah yeah, that's him.... he lived in desa setapak... almost same place la... i can walk home from there... just, no one stay really near me...lolx...oh well, forget it forget it.... i lazy talk abt the society already...

Monday

I wake up very early in the morning to go to my brother's friend house to use his laptop... To actually do my work... but due to my laziness... i ended up chatting more than doing homework... then around 4 something, i took a bus to college just for a meeting. I cant complain abt the meeting since i'm the one called for the meeting. As you guys know, i'm the head of entertainment for CSG 4. I'm required to pass up at least 2 report and 5 songs with lyrics on wednesday. In the report, we are required to plan the agenda for some activity. We need title, vision, mision, process, problem that we might face and how to solve our problem. The event is around a month from now... and i dont understand why must they rush us to do it in 2 days time?!?!?!

Well, fine.... since i'm asked to do so, i did my best to do so... I called for meeting and all turned up... which is extremely good... we have our discussion and "GU WEN" was around...I think we made him mad... and made him laugh.... Well, another thing i dont understand is... Why must they force themselve not to laugh?? All the GU WEN are having one freaking face which stated there"i cant smile"... Seriously, i see their face also feel like wanna slap them... I mean, i seriously dont understand lor... I kinda pity any GU WEN that's gonna guide me... because my life motto is to SMILE and BE HAPPY... i would try my best to make everyone happy, including u GU WEN.... U can give me that idiotic face but i'll smile to u as long as i'm still alive~!!

The meeting goes smoothly as i think is good enough since is our first meeting... we need time to get used to it... GU WEN, sorry... since i really dont know how to respect u... I dont know what should i do and what i shouldn't do... what are the do and dont in ur dictionary.... I am here, waiting for u to scold me....

Tuesday

I got class today.... Then finish around 4.30pm if i'm not mistaken... then i get to know abt the HICOM meeting... i went for the HICOM meeting and taught the HICOM the song and the hand-language(no idea what isit called)... Dah lar i got no voice and singing out of tune... they somemore want to record my voice and action... Feeling extremely stress when they took out their super "canggih phone" and aim at me... I still did my best to do my job... i sang till almost no voice... what to do... my job my job...

then i went walking-walking... Kai kai ah... haha... just around the college... from one end to another.... i'm not gonna type what we do... because i dont really remember much besides that HE have to make cake for me and the other girl on our birthdays...

I have another meeting from 7 to 8.30 i think.... then i wait for my bodyguard to send me home... lucky he's kind enough to send me home... thanks Yea~!!

Wednesday

I'm tired and i can barely open my eyes... force myself to get up.... get ready and off to college... Collect the pendrive from Ming Li and then went to library and pass up my report eventhough i did't print it out... i mean, they rush things... i did my thing but i just never print it out... i took out my pendrive and show him... i told him that i have everything but not printed... he want he take, he dont want, i cannot do anything else... he forgive me i guess... since he did't scold me.... he say he'll send me PBL and pass up another day...

At night, Lei Yan brought me somewhere.... it was fun i guess... that... i'm not gonna blog... because there's too many yet to little things to say...

Thursday

I've got 8am class till evening 5.30pm.... I dont know why but whenever comes to Miss Bella's class, the rain come visiting us.... Finish class already, Peter volunteer to send me back... Since my house kinda near to his... yet not that near afterall.... Anyway, thanks Peter... I can actually take the bus since the rain just stopped... I dont think rain can kill me....

Friday

Ahhh... microeconomic tutor, u're the best la.... i like the way u teach... i can never get bored and fall asleep in class... besides that.... u can explain everything and come back and ask me what's my question.... I've never seen such great tutor.... hahahahaha.... funny little one.... i tend to understand all his isi tersirat and he knows that i know... WOW.... damn cool... that's why i like this tutor... right after my class... i gotta rush home since my mum keep bugging me to be fast.... she fetch me already then gotta go work... this weekend is supposed to be my family's father's day celebration.... My mum was unhappy with the timetable and their rules and regulation.... sunday meeting, my mum wanted to write letter up, but i persuded her to let me go... First time ever my mum membantah... Which i think memang pun should membantah... they extremely over in EVERYTHING... Things doesn't work this way man....

Personal

I think they should not rush things
I think the rules are okay but not too strict
I think they should smile
I think this society is mad
I think i'm going crazy if i follow 100%
I think i should follow my own quote of life
I think i did my best
I think they should think for others
I think family comes first
I think i tak layak join this society if i neglect my family
I think own education comes first
I think if i cant cope with own education, i tak layak go tell young childrens how important education are
I think we ourself should set our own piriority first
I think this is important but not as important as future
I think we can help, but within our limits
I think meetings can be held, not too often
I think events can be plan, with time given
I think i'll quit and pay the money if i fall sick.....

Photos for 4/6/09 Outing

Beloved Kah Yee, Lovely Xin Yi, Cute Debbie and Me

Group PIC in LRT


I <3 u
*hopes ur boyboy dont come after me*

College Life

College Life

Monday
Weeee... I'm lucky to have monday off since i got no classes~!!

Tuesday
IA class cancel and replace on other day... Sad sad... i woke up early for it and turned out cancelled... I still went to college early... Meet up with Loh, the international business boy... Went SWC interview with him... Interview was... FAST?? And the thing is... I was laughing again in interview~!!!!!! When i go for Community Sociology interview, i was smiling and laughing too... Same thing happened to SWC interview... Oh dear, Prudence... You gotta stop laughing in interviews~!!!

Then i went to CIT and went online... The internet connection is extremely slow.. cant really stand the slow-ness in it... I went online awhile only... then went lunch alone then meet up with Kah Yee and go for our very first class for the day... Or i should just say, the only class for the day... English~!!! Taught by Miss Bella... She's friendly and definately cheeky~!! She made us draw our own faces using the other hand where we dont use to write... If we write using right hand, we gotta draw using left hand... Cant expect accouting students to draw nice right? using the opposite hand somemore...

She promise she wont show us our drawing... But she made our classmate show our drawing... damn cheeky... I knew she's gonna do that... expected from the way she say.... Maybe she's just my type... that's why i can read her mind... I ended up being the class rep... I did't volunteer nor up to vote... Is was just... a question... DO YOU MIND? No, i dont mind... and tada, i'm class rep for group A tutorial 4...

AT night, i went out with my brother's friend... Chi tatt ah... went yam cha with him.. i did't know those mamak there show chinese movies... hahahah.... lolx....

Wednesday
Went to college as normal.... had tutorial for IA and HE... When teacher tick name for attendance, teacher call one by one name... When she call my name, she looked up at me and say "Prudence concept"... i just smile back... Yeah, in IA, there's Prudence concept... anyone and everyone who studies accounting will come in contact with Prudence concept...

HE was scarry... i mean... we gotta like study it in BM... and we have coursework... Somehow, someway, in a no choice circumstances, i got into this group... and became their leader... group leader... and i think i gonna go crazy being this group leader having someone not coorperative...

after class, went back with Chi Tatt to his house... I went online and apply for ptptn loan... Wow, feeling damn good being able to online once again... then went dinner with him and his friends... then he walked me back to syeksyen 2... =)
Thursday
I had class at 8am to 10am... then continue from 10am to 11am.... then we have 2 1/2 hours break and then next class is 1.30pm to 3pm... Then Peter sent me home, cool down, wash up and he come and fecth me out... After fetching me, went and fetch the other 3 girls, Kelly, Kah Yee, Debbie and Xin Yi... Then park his car at his appartment, then walked to LRT station and headed KLCC.... came back very late...

Friday
Class at 8.30 but i went out with Lei Yan... first class ended at 10am and it was okay... the lecturer was fine... then 1 hour break, we did our HE group discussion.. then continue lecture from 11am to 1pm... went to library as course treasurer wanna meet all class rep... hand up all the money and then i leave the place... i have got one real funny and cute course treasurer... not leng chai... but seriously cute... omg... feel like pinching him...how can he be so blur.... then went for lunch and did group discussion without one not-coorperative girl... feeling very pissed off with the girl but i "sabar".... went for IA lecture replacement class... then rushed home.... but tak jadi go back with LRT because mummy come wangsa and fetch me instead... KAKAKA....

An Outing on the 4th of June 2009

We went out on the 4th of June 2009...
To the ultimate high building near us....
We includes "Kah Yee, Debbie, Xin Yi and Me"
*hopes i get Xin Yi's name right*

Oh yeah, not to forget about the couple...
Peter and Kelly~!! <3

Because we doesn't wanna be light bulb, we leave them alone so they can go "pak to" and we girls go walk around...

We watch 17 again and it was owesome, it was some romatic movie about life... So yeah, appreciate instead of complain~!! Lesson learned from the movie... But is really nice... hahahaha... was laughing in the cinema as it is like a comedy...

There's too much and yet too little to blog about the day...
I shall just let it be as is our first outing together...
The photo above is Xin Yi and Kah Yee...
Pretty dont they?? From Penang and Pahang..=)

Here's a picture of 3 of us... Basically i'm in yellow, Kah Yee in grey and Debbie in white... and i seriously feel freaking short among them... Oh yeah, Debbie from Johor...=)

AND

I'm waiting photos from their phone as my camera sucks at night... Too sensitive... hmph~!!