汤圆

Broga 的我下次有心再慢慢写吧。。。

我突然，很怀念我外婆。。。
我想念她在我身边的时候。。。
每年，到了冬至，外婆都会要我们一起搓汤圆。。。
然后拿去煮。。。。

我不爱吃汤圆。。。
可是，外婆就是要我吃。。。
说，汤圆汤圆。。。 吃了，一家团团圆圆的。。。

我再不爱吃，都会被逼吃几粒的。。。
所以，我年年都算是有吃汤圆的。。。
今年，好像没人逼我吃了。。。
反而，我好想拿几粒来吃。。。
就是为了怀念她，我想吃几粒。。。

没人给我汤圆搓了。。。
没人逼我吃汤圆了。。。
怀念。。。
想念。。。
我要哭了。。。。

外婆，我想你。。。
想念着在我最怕时，陪着我。。。
想念我晚上睡觉踢开被时，你帮我盖被。。。
啊。。。。 够够力。。。
看到你们的汤圆我有那么多的怀念。。。

好了。。。 不想了。。。
我要开心!

I'm sorry. But you are way too annoying.

What should i do when a guy keep asking me questions like:

What do you think about being single?
Do you like being single?

What should i do or react to when a guy says this:

I dont wanna be single.
I dislike single life.

Okay, i damn lazy wanna reply him but i'll post it here. for any of these question, i will not reply okay. I think single is cool. I got the freedom i want. I got love from family and friends. Yeah, having someone special is good. But, being single ain't that bad afterall wad. I have my time for my own. I can wait for the person i want to. I can go round the world fulfilling my dream. I can explore the world with my friends without worrying if my partner allows or not. So? is single bad? No~

Do i like being single. Maybe not really. I dislike people who keep coming after me despite the fact i have rejected. If and only if i got a bf. I can just proudly tell them off by saying "stop disturbing me because i've got someone special." right? Oh well.... but i never dislike single life. live as it is lar~~~

And if u so desperately want a girl. go get a bitch. go flirt around with them. Stop disturbing me. i wont give any good respond besides being MEAN all the time. sighs! okie.

I'm gonna say sorry. for ignoring you from today onwards.
you forced me to.

Wish you were here. I dislike nightmare

OKay, first... I want to say that i dont know it is a nightmare or it really happen... Is just too complicated that i cant differentiate which is real and which is nightmare. I dont think i wanna blog it out because i wanna forget it if i can... I dont wanna see back such thing when i read back my own blog... I said it was complicated because it is something like you feel you knocked ur head and you woke up having a bruised head. get it?

Okay, enough information about the dream. I wish someone can be here for me. The someone who can makes me feel safe when i sleep. Ah!!!! Why are you so far away~~~ Now, i choose not to sleep rather than continue sleeping. Reason: i choose to force myself wake up from the horrible dream/ or not a dream i had exprienced. I dont wanna experience it anymore.

I woke up not knowing what to do but tears. waking up in tears isn't good. I wipe them off. thinking who can i find. Duh, i find those "night-cat" of my friends. Knowing they might not be sleeping or will bother replying me in the middle of the night.

My friend told me that i think too much~
My friend told me that i am just too stress~
My friend told me it might be something i fear of~
My friend told me it might be something i have to follow~

So many possibilities. And yet, who knows it might not be a simple dream?
Yeah, or it may just be a simple dream that i complicates it myself and scare myself more.... but who knows what i felt. it was OVER the limit. uncontrollable.

OK. STOP this thingy. STOP being afraid. Listens to music. Relax. Later after feeling better go back to sleep. No matter what it is.... It will be fine.

I love all of you.
I miss you.

This Week.

Monday

What so special about monday? besides get bullied by my friends during lunch time~
Oh, i went out for dinner with Mun Yee~ ^^

Tuesday

This is definately one memorable day. We went for FM class, then after class we straight drive to titiwangsa to take monorial. In the monorial, i meet Yi Sheng! LOLz.... I always meet him de, compare to other csg4 members.. I mean as in accidentally... =)

We then finally reach Sg. Wang and started our so called "window shopping" till we decided to walk over to Pavillion for snowflake! We shared the snowflake and chit chatted all along... Oh wait,i remember laughing like an idiot because of lots of things! Really had fun laughing at that moment~




Before we the snowflake, we found out that nearby has a "pretty cool" walkway to the toilet. We pose and pose and took tons of photo at that moment! Making life extremely fun doing such thing at an unknown place ^^

Then we walked to the main entrance of Pavillion and start taking photo while waiting for Phui Theng, Wei Long and Wee Fong~ Then we all waited for ZiYi and XiaoFang then left for Jogoya!

Well, do i still need to mention since we went Jogoya? Of course we eat hell alot of food which i sometimes not sure what i'm eating actually. Besides that, they have my favourite haagen daaz ice-cream!! Well, it was all worth the time and money spent on that day~ Oh, did i mention that we ladies get half price? hehehheehe~



After Jogoya, we walk around Starhill and took some photos then left to Sg.Wang... We went and visited "DOMO" and then lepak in Old Town? or was it other shop? Okay~ i couldn't remember~ oh, i was a little blur that time.

After that only go home~~ so i reached home kinda late.


For photos/pictures taken.

http://www.facebook.com/?ref=home#!/album.php?aid=49546&id=100000058480461

http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=342821&id=774520883

Wednesday

Let me think think xia.. what i did on Wednesday ah? Oh oh~~~ I went to college as usual... went for lunch kinda late.... then came back took a nap then went for Pasar Malam in Cheras! Oh, that was a memorable and lovely memory~

Oh, i went there with MunYee and WeiQuan~ and meet lots of people in Pasar malam!

Thursday

Since my class is until 6.30pm but ended early... the only thing memorable is to eat dinner with classmate! and then had a pre-confirmed place for christmas party is My KL, metroview house? Hahahahaha... i dont even know where will i be yet.... Oh well, let it be ^^

Got a lecture.

Someone scolded me because i updated facebook status too often. OKie, maybe is not a scolding but a friendly advice afterall. I dont know isit really that bad or just hate looking at my updates. HAHAHAHAH

but afterall, i guess i should stop spamming my facebook wall. Hahahaha.. Bad Habit. I shall changed my focused. I've got something better to do right now~!

Aye Aye. I need to do something really important in my life. So, facebook. Sayorana lah. ^^ Friend, taking ur advice. Not spamming my wall anymore.

开心啦

开心开心。。。
睡饱了就开心。。。
嘻嘻。。。

我今天该做么呢？
我那需要加油的科目。。。
需要等星期三才懂。。。
现在没心情读。。。

我的故事书不再这里。。。
我看不到。。。

不如就。。。
看戏！哈哈hahaha

不爽

人生不如如此。。。
我累了。。。

有时，不是我想要的。。。
我已经很尽力了。。。
但，还是会发生事情。。。

我尽力了。。。
为什么还是要怪我？

我尽力了。。。
为什么要害我。。。

至， 人。
你们怪我忙。。。
那，你们忙时我有说过什么吗？

你们怪我不找你，
我问你，
你又找过我吗？

你天天那么的emo，
我可以听你诉苦。。。
可却我接受不了你天天念着“我伤心啊，我伤心啊”
最讨厌人酱的啊。。。

朋友，
我现在有着没人帮到我的烦恼。。。
你可以不要给我烦恼吗？

还有，不要乱乱当我是你的女友！
我不管你是开玩笑还是来真的。。。
可以不要那么的不要脸吗？

我心情好时，
我可以接受你们那无理取闹的态度。。。
可是，
我现在不得空理你们。。。
更不得空听你们撒娇。。。
更死的是，你还是个男的。。。

是时候长大了吧？

讨厌讨厌！！！！

我不想最后我会选择避开你。。。

算了。。。算了。。。。



那，我烦的东西。。。
希望可以快快有答案。。。
我以没心情读了。。。
真的，我读了然后又没有。。。
不是多余了吗？

我。。。
不开心。。。
你。。。
就不要乱乱闹了。。。
无聊的朋友，
希望你们可以成熟点吗？
帮我的朋友，
真的谢谢你。。。 爱你

爬山，下雨，火锅，散步，生气了

今天，我还很期待的要去爬山，
谁知。。 下雨了。。。 爬不成~~~
我还真的对不起我带去的两位朋友。。。

那也算了。。。
想成全我的朋友去吃肉骨茶，谁知找了几间都没开。。。
还那么巧！

那，也算了。。。 去吃点心。。。
可却，我好像很笨的。。。 给人玩弄~~
我都不知要真么说。。。
我是又笨又天真。。。 那么容易相信人！

算了算了，
还好我谈话谈得还蛮开心的。。。
还有，我要谢谢今天载我上课的人！
谢谢哦。。。 不好意思，打扰了~

上课，志源找我跟他坐。。。
我，讨厌你那个态度啦。。。
改一改可以吗？
还有，不要那么negative啦。。。
还没绝望就有希望啊。。。
加油吧！
还有，有了新女友就好好珍惜吧。。。
希望你们可以幸福快乐。。。

break 的时候我很累。。。
就在食堂睡着了。。。 睡醒时，头超级痛的。。。
还有奇怪的感觉在头上。。。
算了，都过了。。
不管它~~

上FAF的时候。。。 又在次听到我的名。。。
课业上有自己的名，就不能不听到。。。

MA。。。 就这么过咯。。。
都不记得了。。。 就是生气咯。。。
我气有人拿了我的东西啊，然后答应要还我的。。。
可是，没有还我也不讲一声。。。
我不是生气你不还我，我是生气你到现在还是酱~
不还说声很难吗？还有，我还刻意sms你哦。。。
希望你可以给我个很好的解释！

其实，也不算生气啦。。。
就是不开心咯。。。 我希望你是明白的咯。。。

阿，不管啦。。。 都过了。。。
晚餐去吃火锅。。。 我还是第一次吃到流泪，流鼻涕，脸红红的，嘴红肿的。。。
吃到我，又晕又累的。。。
感觉，又冷又热的。。。
真的是够够力咯。。。

然后，去gk。。。为了买蛋糕。。。
过后，peter 说他的车快到9329KM 了。。。
就为了要拍那9329km。。。 他就转进了steven corner那条路。。。
看到有位子就stop了车子，那出手机就要拍照了。。。
我呢，就看到前面有警察。。。
却不知道是做什么的。。。
然后，看到他停了motor。。。。就知道是roadblock 了。。。
我们车子后面是坐5个人的。。。 就担心会被停车。。。
我跟weefong 就下车走开先。。。
peter绕了一个圈然后来载我们。。。
笑到我们要死！还是第一次做酱的东西~~~

然后送他们回hostel， 然后送ziyi回MU。。。
我呢，就突然急尿。。。
就跑到pool scentuary 借厕所用！
哈哈哈哈哈，怪事就是这样的一个接一个发生。。。

我今天是开心的。。。真的。。。
Phui Theng, Xiao Fang, Kelly, Zi Yi, Wee Fong, Peter!
Thanks for the great memory tonight!
and Ziyi, dont unhappy and emo~~
I see u not very happy de... cheer up, my friend?

Relaxing makes life feels better =) & A memorable Experience

My previous post was about me having weird dreams right? My friend advise me to relax myself and prehaps go join friends for some outing or go for a movie to relax myself~ I remembered myself joining my friends go sing k after my BEC test on wednesday~ Honestly saying, the best part ain't singing k with them... is the fact that i found new games to play with stephanie~~~<3<3<3 However, that day was an awesome but tiring day~ oh well, i got no comment on it~ Just fun and tired at the same time which makes me sleep like a pig after that~~~

Thursday we joined other group's Law lecture and therefore we study from 10am to 6.30pm~~ seriously brain damanging day~~~But luckily, after that we went for steamboat and the dinner was fun~~~ we ate so many eggs and practically everything~ Is fun to eat like this~~ i love it~~ kakakakakaaka~

Friday morning was a rainy morning~ I felt so lazy and sleepy but i told myself not to be lazy~~ I woke up and went for MA for the last half an hour with Peter, my housemate aka classmate... But who knows after MA, the FM class cancel~~ i wake up for nothing ?!?!?!? we then went for breakfast then came back to Metroview to rest... Ah Yoke aka YeeLing slept on my bed and i also wanted to sleep~ who knows kelly shown me something which i then found out something~ that makes me shocked!!!!!!!!!! gosh~ why this world so small?!?!?!?! oh well, forget it~ then went for FAF lecture...which is extremely boring~ the only thing which worth me going to the lecture is... Kendo smiled at me!!! LOLz~~~ *fainted* hahahaha~ btw, that time i also donnoe who he is... cant recognise de... but now i know =)

I went back then took a nap then overslept~~ woke up and then follow Ace with Kelvin go to kepong for some event de~~ It was held in Bren Mall btw~ That night in Bren Mall we do nothing... Then the jie jie bring us go eat until so full~~ then bring us to the kindergarten to sleep~~ we visited the kindergarten and it looks so lovely and warm~~ love it so much~~ LOLX~ then we do some briefing and then supposed to sleep~~ Somehow somewhat it took me so long to fall asleep~~ >.<

Honestly lar... i'm sorry and feel so shy for making noise while i sleep? hmmm, maybe i was too tired then~~~ I dont know what to say when u all say me... totally speechless weh~~~

Woke up, wash up, dress up then eat breakfast... some short briefing again then off we go to Brem Mall~ then do set up and stuff like that~ titidada and then i arrage trophy and cert and stuff like that~~~ then finally kids start coming and TADA, soon the event start~~

Oh yeah, before the event start, i was ask to help those kids make up~ Wahlao, i sendiri make up also one problem~~~ Now help the kids make up pulak~~ memang testing my skill~~ after that help kids to wear shirt~~ I remember one photographer asking me "how come u so geng de, how long u take to change one kid?" ~~ Then again i went speechless... i dont know mar... u all rushing so i also faster loh~~~

After that, i was standing near the staircase all the time~ to make sure the next batch of kids get ready for their dance when the dancing one almost finishing~ I just find them extremely extremely cute as they talked to me while i was bringing them up the staircase~

They dance cutely too~~ You just feel it when they tried their best to perform infront of their parents... and then tell me their parents is watching them,they tell me after every dance~ Although some are only 3 years old... But what they say is so sweet~~ One 3 years old girl told me "I'm going to dance little monkey and my parents is watching... i wanna dance for them to see because they come to see me dance"~ is like.... is only 3 years old and she is doing her best for her parents~ Sweet isn't it... If the parents heard what she say, they sure very touched de~~~

Some of them just want my attention i know~~ keep screaming "jie jie, he hit me"~~ LOLx... attention seeker~ i ignored him! LOLz... kakacaucau~ but the best is still the girls which scream "Jie Jie, You are so Beautiful" (in chinese la) ~ Well, any guy say this to me, i might just think they are sweet talking~ But kids telling me this is so so so so so sweet~ *i know some ppl tell me that kids are good in lying~ but i know kids will not choose to lie to a stranger with such thing!!! so, i still believe them~ u ppl are jealous because no one say u all~~ bluek~~*

Well well, back to the event~ after the dance is prize giving~ so i was the person who holds the tray and pass the trophy to the headmistress~ What a tiring job to stand there and make sure the right trophy goes to the right person~~ But is nice see every little kid's face when the stand up front to collect their trophy... The kids felt so proud and their parents felt even more proud having their children on stage~

My last job was prize giving... so after that i am free and just tidy up some stuff while the dismentalling stuff was done by the guys~~ i guess i suck in taking of large staplers from those hard board~~ so sorry since i was unable to help in that =( I know i am useless in that case >.<

After that, went for lunch then a movie called Unstoppable(is that how i spell?)~ btw, is a great movie and worth every sen watching it~ then they went for pan mee in kepong but i refused to eat... Just dont feel like eating... so i just play with Kelvin's phone~~ lolx~

then after that go home loh~~~ then bath, drink 100plus, on facebook then oioi~~~

Words dedicated to Ace:
Thank you for bringing me to help in this event.... You may not know but i want to thank you for giving me such a good chance to experience this... Is one of my dream to have a kindergarten myself u know~~~ Hahahahaha... Indirectly letting me experience something which i have in my dream~~~ so, thank you lar~~ Is an experience i owe you!

A great chance, A great experience, Thanks to you

Words dedicated to Kelvin:
You boy! thanks for not leaving me in Kepong asking me to walk home~ Hahahahhaaha! and also thanks for letting me play with ur phone~~ hehe =) i know you're a good person... and also... your pendrive song memang can satisfy our wants and needs!! hahahaha~ Nice knowing you btw~

A great person, A great memory, Thanks to you

the rest~~~ i cant say anything nor anothing i should say~ so,that's all for this blog post... see ya^^

Dreams i had recently

I wonder why do i have dreams recently... I usually dont sleep with dreams and perhaps, i forget all the dreams i have~ Recently, these dreams are bothering me and i felt extremely tired sleeping... as if i couldn't get enough of sleep and my brain cant stop working... It felt as if my brain did't rest at all!!!

The previous one i had was a dream about my grandma~ We were going somewhere and my parents were in the car with me... fetching my brother and grandpa~~ When we saw grandpa and my brother by the side of the road... we stopped the car near them and i scream "MA MA also coming with us wor" ( a moment forgetting she passed away)... Then my parents gave me a very surprised look as if they did't see her at all~ After that look from my parents, i suddenly remember she passedaway last year~ Then i started to think, should we keep a space for her in the car or she can fly? but father, mother, grandpa, brother and me... the car also full already ah... then i think think think till i wake up~~~ so basically there's no ending to this dream~ and now i still thinking~
(I guess is going to her 1st year death anniversay and i missed her so much~~ so i got this dream)

Well, the other one is about someone killing puppy with a large vehicle~ I saw a puppy in my house and i pick the puppy up... petting it's head and feed him with some milk... then i saw many puppies outside my house and i wonder why this is in my house... i let it go outside and all the puppies playing outside happily... then i lock the door and went in and do my stuff... then i heard a very loud honk and it was my relative... The honk the puppies and the puppies still running around doesn't know where to go... then he impatiently drove his vehicle into the house killing all the puppies... i felt so heartache and i cried picking up the dead bodies~~ then i woke up with tears feeling so heartache~~

The last one is about treasure and a box and some weird food~~ We are supposed to search for this treasure which they say have long lost... we search and search till we came across with this box in one person's house... The box seems so secretive and no one dares to open it as everyone scared it will explode~ there are many words outside of the box and we tried figuring it out how to open and what's inside according to the words written there... after all the analysis... I suggested to rub away a word and connect others into one and finally we got the solution to open the box... still, all of us are worried and therefore, only one person shall sacrifies so my friend stay and open it while we watch from far~~~ the box is open and the tube is found... open up the tube and we can see gasses.... and air are sucked inside.... then the box automatically open.... and we found a burgen with a book... written how long the burger was kept as it was the last most delicious burger... it was an experiment on how long could they keep the burger and they kept in a vacumme... the box is vacummed and therefore is empty~~ so they burger can be kept... we actually ate the burger and then we saw some god standing on cloud came down and asked us for the burger =.="

weird isn't it?

sighs.... i need a beach, a sunrise, a relaxing place to relax myself~~~

Life goes on and on~~~

last saturday i followed Tony to hipermedia in Puchong~ I like the feeling staying in the library tho~ i felt so relax as if nothing is more important than that moment... starring out of the window looking at the rain fall~~ is like... so relaxing~ LOLx~ i wish i know how to get there myself~

sunday, i woke up late and then i'm left alone at home... HOME ALONE... i cant go out as no one can send me out... SAD~~ so i just watch drama series my mum got it from her hou ji miu~~ after that come back to KL~ what a day with no achivement~

monday, college starts back and there i've gotta go classes again~ got lots of news abt holiday and stuff like that... donnoe is a good news or bad one~~ law tutor joined up 2 classes and tell us abt assignment.. he wants individual work from us~ sighs?

tuesday, FM tutorial cancel because Miss Prema is sick~ she texted me when i'm already in Peter's car~ so cham, have to contact ppl~ who knows, our class very efficient~ when i call them, they already got my sms~ they forward one to another so fast... news spread faster than i thought~ btw, i did't mention abt my face got a CUT! oh, it wasn't serious actually...=D no scar no scar~~~ =)

wednesday, after class.... Peter bring me to cheras also... =.=" i also donnoe why i go~~ LOLz~ so just follow and makan angin in the car loh~~ then at night went pool... more like... i only played one round~ then i went and kidnap ginz's guitar~ LOLz~~ i think i spend my whole night there... talking to him~ LOlz~ memang 1 month tak jumpa~ so much have changed~~

thursday, today~ let's see what happen~~

Hair Cut- Recovering?

I got myself a hair cut~~ of course, there's not much difference because i wanted to keep it long~~~ i only wanna shape back my hair and cut off the freaking long fringe~~ so yeah, some people thinks i never cut my hair~ But actually i do okay!!!!!!!

Today got FAF coursework test 1~~ we have it in lecture hall~~ so, u tahu i tahu lar~~~ hahahahaha... thanks to people who sit around me ^^ we have diff set of question but people around me are great =D you know who you are ^^ PS:i got set "@" btw~~~ ^^

Hmmm.... i guess i was tidying some stuff and i found my camera~~ the effect of it is~~~ (look at the top and u'll know) ~~~ yeah, i took pictures of myself~ camwhoring u can say so~~~ hehehe~ of course, i edited all of them together ^^ i guess i'm just in the mood of doing such thing to myake myself even happier~~

i "WAS" happy just now but i guess not now~~~ i was thinking that i might be recoving from my cough~~~ but who knows... not really~~~ i "WAS" drinking my milo and buscuit and then i cough~~~ guess what? i cough the milo out~~~ T.T so i guess i ain't healthy yet~~ LOL~~

Hmmmm, forget it.... i shall remain being happy ^^


Oh yeah, to the someone that someone~~ Today, i saw ya jumping and walking happily~~~ Then in my heart "woah, finally u're back to ur happy life"~~~ but who knows... when u look me in the eyes~~~ i see sorrows~~~ i donnoe should i ask u what happen or should just let it be~~~ anyway, be happy okay??? =D

Time Flies

I noticed i'm racing with the time~
Is like, what? is already another day?
what? tomorrow is exam?
and i practically know nuts abt it...
i gotta get started before i really screw this FAF paper~

I've been in this sick condition for more than a week~
and i guess i'm spreading them in college... i guess i need to do things alone already... staying far away from my friends...

sighs, i ain't emo u know... just feeling sad that i am sick~
and felt worst when i know i spread them~
then i need to work... and exam... argh.... no time for anything actually..

yesterday i went out for a horror movie to relax myself... i guess the movie worth watching... since i let go of everthing and waiting to get scared all the time... but nah, i did't shout also...

aiya, i also dont know la... this is life~

21/10/10

today.... i forced myself to wake up for my replacement class from 10-12pm... after that i went and eat then took my medicine...then went for the normal lecture class at 12.30-2pm...i keep falling asleep in the lecture hall... i took so much effort to keep myself awake but the next thing i know is... she's 5 slides away already... i couldn't catch up at all~ T.T

nvm.. after that i got 1hr and 30 minutes break... stay in canteen 2... rest awhile while copy some notes... brain couldn't function at all... then went for my FAF tutorial class... that tutor scare me once again~ last week scream at my name asking "who's absent"... this time he scream at my name

Tutor: Prudence! GO HOME!(sounds angry)
(woke up from the rest on the desk)
Prudence: HUH?
Tutor: are u sick? if u're sick, go home!
Prudence: huh?
Tutor: if u're sick, u cant concentrate... better go home
Prudence: oh~~~
Tutor: why dont go? go back... dont worry, i give u the permission to go back and rest~
Prudence: oh~~~ but later i also got another tutorial class, is okay~
Tutor: no point staying here... later u will also sleep in class...
Prudence: oh~~~ but~~~
Tutor: ....

Can someone tell me why Tutors and Lecturer likes to scream at the word "Prudence"
is not 1 or 2... is more than that... T.T

well... after the 6.30pm class... while we're walking towards the college carpark, we saw MR. Wee~ and he ONLY remembers ME~ weee~ i'm so happy ^^ He kept calling my name... LOL.. yeah la, i know u know me... i happy de~~~ xixi ^^

then we walk further up and bump into Ms Say.... she's now the head of school for SBS... my geng tutor...misses u alot~~ i wish u can teach us MA... my MA kinda dying right now~~~ I miss all these good good tutors~~~ T.T

then after that we were seperated into different cars and went for steamboat to celebrate wee fong's birthday~ Wei Jia and I went to WaiHoong's car because his car got 2 empty seat... and i forgotten my nightmate in WaiHoong's car... lucky today he never make me scream.... lucky~~~

We got a cake for Wee Fong...
Happy Birthday Wee Fong~ hope u enjoy ur day~
all the best ya !!!

Peace Out~
Need more rest to recover~
People, pray i get well soon~
Thanks~

Sick sick sick and still sick ah~~~~

i dislike sick because of sick is what it is~ i already sick for the 6th day already ah... i went and visited the doctor too...T.T but who knows the more medicine i eat, the worst it became~ T.T

Number 32 joined us~

OKay, i woke up today is because i wanna go college... Not because i wanna skip classes... To whoever that said that to me, u know urself lah... I dont wanna be that special someone who wakes up early in the morning to skip classes... I'm a weirdo but not in that way okie?

Went to college... for FM lecture.... we got Peter representing DAC4 and Daniel representing DAC5 for the presentation~ LOL... Well done guys! *claps claps claps*

i dont know is the lecture's voice too down or the way he teaches is boring... i dont freaking know what the hell he talking about~ besides the fact i know he reads from slides... i dont know others edi...>.<

after that, went canteen and eat~ i notice that all the food doesn't suit me... i'm gonna suffer eating any of those food... so i took bread instead~ and i really wanna thank kah yee for the strepsils... hehe... thanks my dear ^^

and and and... Business Law tutor very funny ah~~~~

I told him that i forgotten to inform the number 32 that our class starts early~ then he ask me have i seen her... and i told him that i never see her before... then he say "if she's pretty, we shall wait for her... if not, we shall continue without her" LOL~ so bad~~~~~~~~~~~~ and of course, we did't wait for the new classmate and started the tutorial~

when the number 32 walks in, i can see that my tutor couldn't continue his speech and took awhile to continue his tutorial..LOL~ and i wonder why he likes calling my name so much? isit because i'm the class rep? hahaha... but it doesn't matter.. at least he makes me have my full attention in tutorial class... I'm not sleepy during his class... i think he's great... =D

and and... suddenly feel so lazy wanna blog... lolx... when i got mood, i come back continue~

Today. 15.10.10

hmmm, is a weird day tho~

i got a sms asking me to go for a free movie from my friend and there goes my plan to sleep after lecture~

went all the way to 1U for the movie and i guess i did my part for not wasting the movie ticket...

The movie we watched was "The other Guy" ... the movie is a comedy... but the movie joke is all in english... Know english then u get the joke... but i find it kinda LAME~ LOL~ but i laugh all the way la... laughing at lame jokes~

after the movie we go and do our "task"...
-No1, look for parkson
-No2, look for Maybank
-No3, look for Jusco

after that we kena catch go play games... we have to blow balloon and tie it in 1 minute and win a drink... or blow balloon and tie in 30 seconds and get chocolate drink~

btw, i guess i'm good in blowing balloon... kakakaka~ i won both the drink and the choclate drink..LOL~

after that i make the clown give me the balloon on his hand... Evil me~ kekekkee... no lar... he do it just for me~<3 hehehe... thx clown ^^



then went for dinner then balik~



on my way back to wangsa... i meet Calvin in LRT...he just finished work... then he teman me back to wangsa metroview... thx ^^ i know u not gentlemen also fake become gentleman for a day... san fu u lar~ LOL~

overall... i spend RM6 for the whole day and have fun playing and glad to have balloon and meet calvin ^^



BTW, support prevent breast cancer event~

Wonderful but exausted Life

Hmmm... where should i start? Last Friday then~

Last Friday
-what i did last friday oh? hmmm... ahhh... i got dance practice for "回乡" the next day... we practiced a few dance and that makes me feel so freaking tired~ but it was still alright...i like to dance 红日 lar... misses that alot~

-i remembered i sent my baby away that night... for further checked up ~

Last Saturday
-i woke up early in the morning feeling SICK but then it wasn't that bad afterall~ CCG came over to metroview and bring me to college... How kind of him... but good also lah... at least i got someone there... in case i fainted somewhere in the middle of the road then got people can save me~

-回乡 the most happy thing is that i get to see my 谊弟... he actually kinda naughty and he even called me 恶魔姐姐。。。 then change and call me 布丁姐姐... well, at least he's naughty and do reply me lar... run when i chase... laugh till drop on the floor when i say i LOVE him... hahahaha~ memories weh~ i hope he remembers me~

-回乡the most unhappy thing is that 嘉嘉~ 对着我大声小声的讲话。。。 我真的不开心咯。。。 but nvm lar... over already... i also dont care d... that's her attitude... my job is to learn how to accept her as who she is... i need to learn how to 忍....

Last Sunday
-it was a sudden that chee wei asked me wanna go broga hill or not... i've been feeling so desperate wanna go there... so i just agreed and went... but because friday and saturday we kept dancing and have activity and running around... so, i was extremely tired and a little just recovered from sick...

-before i even climb i already started to complain that i might not be able to make it... But afterall, i still get to make it to the top and enjoy the view... sadly, no sunrise for me to see...

-but i do know that my leg hurts after climbing lah~ LOL!

-after broga... we went and eat dry bak kut teh in kepong... kinda nice de wor~^^ really lah~ but everytime eat bak kut teh with them sure raining de... so weird...LOL!

Monday
-i got classes as usual... then after class i go home and sleep only as i was too tired to do anything~ then at night go eat dinner with Andrew Didi , Bibi and See Pei loh... then got meeting o.O but i was there talking to didi only lar~ till very very late T.T

Tuesday
-i got class then went out with Wan Yin... It was definately an adventure... I bring her to Sg.Wang... and then we go sing K until voice also gone~ then we got lost behind Sg.Wang there... then i called Yinz for help... hahaha... seriously gotta thank him for guiding me home ^^ if not i also donnoe how to get home d~

Wednesday
-i got classes... then went out with Kah Yee, Imiga, Chye Li and Fenny to Sg.Wang... but then i go back alone... because of the gathering with zhen hao... his last night in KL... so have to go for the gathering~ who knows on the way all Jam... i sit in the bus until wanna go crazy d~

-the gathering was SO-SO... maybe because i was too tired to go crazy... so i just sit there most of the time...

-we watch a movie in the cinema... the turtle is cute... storyline was just okay... i almost fell asleep... >.<

Thursday
-this morning i woke up early to have breakfast with zhen hao before he leave for airport... then after breakfast go back room and sleep.. then wake up and go for classes... lecturer dont know teaching too fast or my brain proccessing too slow...LOL.. maybe because i was too tired to process her words~

-had lunch in canteen 2 and got "spy-ed" by junior... LOL?

-had FAF class... and i dislike the fact that he called me "Miss Ooi"...LOL... maybe i'm just not used to people calling me "Miss Ooi"~ LOL...

-what's worst is that he tend to like calling my name "LOUDLY"... scare me... T.T i dont like being scared anyway~

-and he asked me the question... my answer is wrong... then he used Prudence's concept on it... Saying... It is not Prudent to do so... in another words... He's saying Prudence's answer is not Prudent... Ahhhh.... i wanna go bang wall already... he did that on purpose or not o?

-after class went gk and eat dinner... then come home bath and then online... wrote this while face book~ hahahahha... and i'm going to sleep after this ^^

Look, i played one week! Next week i ain't playing anymore~

Make my life full~

Tmr- hui xiang
Sun- Nie's B'day
Mon- Meet andrew didi, with Bibi and See Pei
Tue- Fullhouse with LaoPo
Wed- CSG4 gathering
Thu- no idea yet
Fri- sing k with ginz- TBC

i wanna make my life wonderful~ BLUEK~

ntg.

And then again i dump this blog aside for awhile... I'm back... Feeling extremely weird... I've been thinking alot today... Guess i'm just too free that's why...

Feeling happy but not well

I did my MAF so so today... wont die definately... =) Owh, i did my best and that's all that matters... I did the freaking same mistake and i manage to get it in the end... Thank god for having so much time available~ Loves~~~~ today exam.... because i feel happy finishing it...

I'm actually worried of FA... i watch drama series to clear my MAF off my brain... but now i feel so breathless... I am so tired and wanna sleep... I guess revision tonight sure fail... Tmr only do bah... Oh, i'm cooking breakfast tmr morning... egg,bread, hotdog, milk... healthy isn't it? Yeah, those American breakfast... I'm too lazy to go out and eat so i choose to cook myself at home... =)

En en, staying home tmr... i bought some junk so i can munch on when i'm bored... Life's good when u make urself enjoy during these time...hehe... Hmmm... i wonder.... My housemate tend to think i am talking to my bf when i talk to my brother... And he say "why so sweet ah? bf ah?".... the thing is... i talk to my brother that sweet meh? I don't sweet talk nor anything... LOL...

One thing i wanna say... this blog is for me to express myself... not for u to criticise...BLUEK~

Blog

Hah, my brother was talking about blog and i finally know he got blog...LOL~
Well, the blog filled with his thought, feelings, and everything that parents should not see~ LOL!
My blog is a open blog so i guess everyone can see how EMO i am at times and how SIAO i am at times...
Well, i am still thinking..."WHY?" to many question... but i don't really hope for an answer that hurts me badly...

Today, i went to the temple and pray my grandma that passed away... for the whole morning.. from 9am till 1pm... Oh dear, my spend half of my day in a temple... and the other half of the day sleeping due to bad headache from the hot sun... Now i'm feeling extremely scared and worried because i did't study at all today... Well, never hope for an A actually... i hope for pass with a better results... To please my parents and also myself... I guess i need to use my heart to study le... or i'll be real dead soon~

I'm actually looking forward to finish exam... My last paper is on the 3rd of Sept and on the 4th of Sept i've got a job in Desa Jaya. After my work, i'm going to WaiHoong's house for DAC4 class party! Is a BBQ and Steamboat party... But the problem is, i can go to his place... but how to go back? Even my mum thinks is weird... I've got several choice.. See if i can squeeze into any car and go back to wangsa maju and sleep... or sleepover at his place and go to KTM station the next morning...or ask him to send me to my aunty's place.. wonder if he knows the place or not... i can sleep with my cousins then ^^

Oh well, skip that... if i remember clearly... I'm having a sleepover session with WanYing, MeiXin, Kirsten, Jess , Sophia and who else? Yeah.. Sleepover in WanYing's house just like last year... Awww, i miss you girls so much... I can barely see you girls... One year never meet you girls? Yeah, we gonna spend our time there in her house... blast it off shall it? Hehe~

Think further think further, I'll be working in hartamas for around a week... FULL time btw... I guess that's gonna be boring but i have my beloved brother... he'll accompany me for that whole week... yay!

After that my family planned a trip to go up Kuantan, Terengganu... bring my grandpa go relax... And our motive is to go to the beach... Other than that, i'm supposed to google search any nice place and we'll hunt it out... My mum wants adventure... SO we shall go for it... Muahahahhaa... I'll be the map reader again if i'm the one planning the next stop... OKay, stop thinking abt this...

Next next, i got WanYin, my laopo supposed to go fullhouse with me! we havent go there together yet lah... After exam is the best time to go... with camera! we shall spend one whole day there... camwhoring~~~~ Loves~~

Ahhhh, Gim Aun my lovely fish will bring me go I-City if he is free~ SO i guess is smtg to look forward too! Fish, no ffk har~

Ahhh, left one more broga hill i did't managed to go... SAD.... Btw, who's free to bring me up? Oh, talking about broga, i'm going to Bukit Tabur again with Joyce and YongYong... Hehe, is good to hike up a hill... Oh oh,one more thing i wanna say is... We go take picture too... the previous time i did't take because i was kinda...BLUR!

Hmmm... my holiday full with all kinds of activity and more to go! I wanna enjoy it to the fullest... Not sure if i'm available for the Penang trip and Genting trip... But i will try to arrange and see if i have the $$ and time to go... Cant confirm now since.... i donnoe alot... we shall think abt it later okay?

Bad times will go off soon... So, Prudence! Gambate~ u can do it... =)
Kor, gambate in ur exams...
Friends, gambate in ur exams...
Baby, gambate in ur exams...

Family, Friends, My admirers, My Baby, I love all of you...
For making my life ups and downs... Happy and Sad...
I finally know this.... Annica =) Will appreciate every single second i have =)

Signing off,
Prudence

guitar~

When everything's over... finally.... I've got no headache, no worries right now~
Tax is over! but is already week 13~ sad sad... in 2 weeks time and i'm having my finals... OMG~ So, i've gotta start my revision before is too late~

Btw, what's memorable today is the GUITAR! well, people tend to used acoustic guitar to KAO LUI... and yeah la, u can KAO me using that lah... because i really do like acoustic guitar! I'm bringing that acoustic guitar back with me during semester break... Weeeee, i finally get what i want... play guitar! I know i forgotten what i've learn last time... but who cares, i can learn again ^^

Awwww... i just love sitting silently by the side listening to someone play guitar and sing along... It reminds me of Kirsten, Julia and Syamim... Awww, i'm always the little one who doesn't know how to play nor sing... but always the best audience and comment feedback person~

Hmmm....overall... a happy day... since i slept like pig just now...KAKAKA~

A barrier

That's what i find blocking us from communicating... And you tend to keep it rather than speak it out... Communication doesn't work one way.... Ever learn the communication process? It needs a feedback to complete the whole cycle... And i find myself unable to complete the cycle if i'm only speaking with no feedbacks~ or rather let's put it this way... I get to complete the process feeling empty? The feedback is... Nothing...

Looking for a new pair of sandals...

Hey people, who's free enough to teman me go somewhere to buy a new pair of sandals... Almost all my sandals take it's own sweet time meeting each other in the tong sampah~ They melted away, stripe break off, and whole sandal breaks into 2..WOW? I told my mum about my sandal and she say "is good, so that you can get new ones" oh well, i'm in the mood of going window shopping and buy sandals... who's free for that?

我又错了吗？

我无法不理会，因为我关心。。。
我无法不在乎，因为我在乎。。。
我无法控制我自己，因为那已成了我的习惯~

如果一句没事是真的没事，那就太好了。。。
如果一句没事是假的呢，那你就在逃避了。。。

我们是来自不同的世界。。。
在对的时间地点认识了。。。
可却无法接通我们的想法。。。
我们还没谈，我还在等。。。

世上无难事，只怕有心人。。。
我相信我用心对待是可以把最烂的事情弄好。。。
只怕那是我一厢情愿的。。。

我身边的人告诉我。。。
你那么伤心何必呢？
可是，有谁会明白你对我的重要性？
有谁会知道我为什么不放弃？

我觉得我在改变。。。
我在为这一切努力。。。
可却我不知道什么是对的，什么是错的。。。

难道，我做的每一件都是错的？
我今天其实还蛮开心的。。。
可是，只要看你那一秒的不开心脸。。
我就会有罪恶感~
把开心都给忘了。。。 满脑想。。
怎么办？我该怎么办？

Because of Jealousy

OKay, since someone was jealous about what happened... Let's talk about jealousy... Is jealousy a good thing? Well, it depends~ What kind of thing that u're jealous about.. To what extend you jealous.. and the reaction you have when u jealous~

But i know, the jealousy you have actually makes me feel happy in a way... You jealous because you care! right? thx btw... for caring~

Honestly telling, I jealous before too... Just the fact that you did't noticed and never asked... So i just keep it deep in my heart and forget it... Well, certain things jealous for nothing also~

What happened? is the only question all the busybody and caring friends will ask... Since i know people will ask me either in facebook or come directly to me in msn... I'll just blogged it...

I used a guy's phone to send another guy my photo... The owner of the phone AKA Shuai jealous because of what i did... Logic isn't it? Yeah, i know... I did it because i promised Benny NeohSK, my teddy that i know for many years that i will send him a photo just because he wanna update his phone... i dragged for probably a month already and he was actually unhappy with it~ Well, no point ruining a friendship because of a photo? But the thing is.... no point ruining a relationship with the guy because of a friend too right? SO, Benny... go explain to him~ pls? i know u wont make me stuck in a bad situation~

Oh, forget about the jealousy.. I hope he is fine~
Today is Jeremy Danker's birthday.... Happy birthday dude... Jeremy... I admire this guy's thought... Anything is good to him... and he fav quote when he was still in secondary..."what's the worst can happen? DIE only mah".... Exactly, what's the worst can happen? go for it... life is all about challenges... going through them... learn and prevent... to feel, to experience...

My Willpower, My Strength

I guess the decision made was right... People cant talk when they are emotionally down... Oh well, is a monday morning... is so cold and bright... Wake up Prudence, wake the brain up as well... Stop being so emo and see the bright future... Walk out, take a deep breath and start a brand new day... Nothing is impossible... Since even the word impossible brings the meaning of "I'm Possible" in it...

I don't know what gives me the energy... or who gives me the strength... I'm lucky to have Benny no longer angry at me... Owh, do u know who's that? He's like the god of Prudence... He knows me damn well... He's basically the first teddy i always said~ Owh, don't get it wrong... He's not my bf nor anything... He got a girl himself~ He is like... my soulmate who knows me better than myself... Is good to have such people in ur life isn't it? Btw, it was sad when he actually angry at me...

Okay, let's not talk about him... Talk abt me... I need power, i need strength... I believe what my mum said is right... Is the will power that a person have... If you think you can, you really think so, action made, you can succeed with the willpower u have~ No one can give me that willpower except myself... So, i'm standing up strong... giving myself the willpower... and do anything that i think is impossible...=) Good Luck, Prudence~ That's life... falling down is just part of it... Standing up from it is smtg great... Make urself great!!!

Feel~

Let's talk about exams... i don't usually study this hard for my midterm coursework test but nowadays i do... This is because i know that if i don't study, i'm gonna fail them badly... I do my best and study as much as possible...

The results were.... pass, ok-ok,and good~ For the just passed subjects, i'm glad i get to pass it since i dislike it and i don't even know what i know and what i doesn't know... that subject will be FA~

I wonder who can actually make me fully understand FA ?

I got high marks for ES and tax first coursework test... My effort for studying wasn't wasted~ My MAF first paper i sort of screw it, but the 2nd coursework i got the highest mark in the class... I have always wanted to feel the feeling of having the top mark in class and now i got it... I feel nothing except satisfaction for my effort of studying...

Next tuesday i'll be having taxation coursework 2 test... I need to study again since my mind is empty right now... i need to fill myself up with those useful information and then go for the test~ gambate, prue ^^

Okay, besides exams... let's talk about the places i wanted to go... There're many many places that i wanna go... For example, MTV worldstage... broga hill... I-city... Full House... and of course... every part of the world...

Let's forget about MTV worldstage since i don't have a pass to enter~How about broga hill? who's willing to drive me there and hike up with me? How about I-city? When will i have the chance to make my fish bring me there? How about full house? Wan Yin promises to bring me there! and every part of the world... Shuai, let's make our dream come true ^^

After Yongx2 exams... we're going bukit tabur again... with Joyce... who else wanna go? do tell me oh... bring u guys there and experience something really different.... yongx2 will be happy to see many people ^^

Dreams... i had a bad dream last night... and i did't know i have such creativity to make some words into an amazing drawing~ wow? right? i was shocked to see myself producing such productive stuff... But in real life, is it possible?

Argh... what to do now? study? sleep? I feel so freaking lazy but i know i need to study... study study study.... that's what my life all about right now... i wish i can be like the girl i saw in LRT... She's a bitch who speaks damn loud as if whole LRT is hers... SHe can skip all her classes and still get A for everything... Her college must be real cheap pluck to have this kind of student~

^^

明白它们,你会发现你的人生在改变^^
人之所以痛苦，在于追求错误的东西。

如果你不给自己烦恼，别人也永远不可能给你烦恼。因为你自己的内心，你放不下。

好好的管教你自己，不要管别人。

你随时要认命，因为你是人。

这个世界本来就是痛苦的，没有例外的。

你什么时候放下，什么时候就没有烦恼。

每一种创伤，都是一种成熟。

当你烦恼的时候，你就要告诉你自己，这一切都是假的，你烦恼什么？

根本不必回头去看咒骂你的人是谁，如果有一条疯狗咬你一口，难道你也要趴下去反咬他一口吗？

忌妒别人，不会给自己增加任何的好处。忌妒别人，也不可能减少别人的成就。

永远不要浪费你的一分一秒，去想任何你不喜欢的人。

得不到的东西，我们会一直以为他是美好的，那是因为你对他了解太少，没有时间与他相处在一起。当有一天，你深入了解后，你会发现原不是你想像中的那么美好。

这个世间只有圆滑，没有圆满的。

不要刻意去猜测他人的想法，如果你没有智慧与经验的正确判断，通常都会有错误的。

你要感谢告诉你缺点的人。

时间总会过去的，让时间流走你的烦恼吧！

不要因为小小的争执，远离了你至亲的好友，也不要因为小小的怨恨，忘记了别人的大恩。

感谢上苍我所拥有的，感谢上苍我所没有的。

当你手中抓住一件东西不放时，你只能拥有这件东西，如果你肯放手，你就有机会选择别的。人的心若死执自己的观念，不肯放下，那么他的智慧也只能达到某种程度而已。

如果你能够平平安安的渡过一天，那就是一种福气了。多少人在今天已经见不到明天的太阳，多少人在今天已经成了残废，多少人在今天已经失去了自由，多少人在今天已经家破人亡。

恶口永远不要出自于我们的口中，不管他有多坏，有多恶。你愈骂他，你的心就被污染了，你要想，他就是你的善知识。

你不要常常觉得自己很委曲，你应该要想，他对我这样已经很好了，这就是修行的功夫。

世界原本就不是属于你，因此你用不着抛弃，要抛弃的是一切的执著。万物皆为我所用，但非我所属。

学会用理解的，欣赏的眼光去看对方，而不是以自以为是的关心去管对方。

成熟的人不问过去；聪明的人不问现在；豁达的人不问未来。

发光并非太阳的专利，你也可以发光。

你可以用爱得到全世界，你也可以用恨失去全世界。

爱的力量大到可以使人忘记一切，却又小到连一粒嫉妒的沙石也不能容纳。

人总是珍惜未得到的，而遗忘了所拥有的。

如你想要拥有完美无暇的友谊，可能一辈子找不到朋友。

A new hair cut

I had a new hair cut and i don't have any photo for u guys to see~ so, dun ask me for photo yea~ but i chopped off my pretty hair.... Awwww, i just... feel like chopping it off and i did it~

It'll be half a year to a year time for me to grow back my long hair~ So, stay tune and wait for my hair to grow long ^^

Right now, i look like a 10 years old kid according to my roommate... Is it a good thing?

Awww.... forget about all the other stuff... Today, i got tagged in a status by Mr.Wee.... http://www.facebook.com/chukokwee?v=wall&story_fbid=139716079381491

He typed his name "Wee Chu Kok" and found this blog of mine... I guess is never a wise thing to blog about your college lecturer/tutor when you blog is actually in google~ Now, my blog turned famous because of a tag o.O opps?

hahahaha.... here's a photo i kinda like... and i kinda miss the long hair of mine... but i did't cut my hair with regrets~ ^^

Bon Odori

Bon Odori is a Japanese Festival~
It was held in Shah Alam, from 7pm till 9pm~

I went with Jiun Yann (the driver), Kheng Yu, Yeeing, Joanne, Keng Moore, and who else? oh, i forgotten~

btw, since ppl dislike words-blog.... here's photo.. contributed by Yeeing~


The Stage~


All of us~


The Driver, Jiun Yann~


That's Joanne and me~


That's Tasha and me~


That's Yeeing and me~


That's Me in Bon Odori~


That's my flying hair~ yeah, i know i can be shampoo ambassador~


Tada~ our special effect before the end of the day~

Emotionally break down

If u think a sleep and the next morning everything will be fine... You're wrong, it took me damn long to fall asleep and it makes me feel worst the next morning... Yeah, emotional break down first thing in the morning isn't good~

It feels like the world have come to it's worst... when i know this is not... I know i need some consultant of physcologist and Doctor... both for my mental problems and back pain~

I wanna stop thinking, stop thinking, stop caring, stop concerning for everything~ I wanna stop myself from suffering~ I really wish i could take a break from this world.... But since i cant, i need to stay strong~

I am totally giving up in certain things.... I don't know why am i feeling this but i feel damn dissapointed.... argh....leave me alone,people~

No one can save me besides myself

I've just get to know about this problem that i am having... I've got this in born disease that my mum have... It is an unindentified problem but it has smtg to do with the blood vessels and mucle in my body. No treatment but there's prevention.

How does it feels?
-It feels like as if there's a metal rod between ur chest... For my case, is on the right hand side.
-Whenever u move, that unidentified rod will hurt u... u just cant move~
-When u breathe harder, u'll feel the pain...
-At times, u feel as if there are many needles poking from inside out...

Why do i feel this?
-internal muscle cramp-like, so it is like ur leg cramp but now is on my chest~
-vien pull and you feel it...>.<
-internal blood vessels blockage and flowing too slow...- this is because i am born with very very tiny blood vessel- can easily faint

The reason this disease attack?
-stress
-not enough sleep
-think too much
-sleep at a wrong position
-sit at a position for a long time

I had this pain this morning, and i think i have the combination of all the reason... Is a connection between ur mental thoughts and all the muscls, vien, blood vessels~ to overcome this problem... i need to have enough sleep, no stress and stop thinking...

right now, i am thinking why i got this disease... argh! i need to relax and chill~ OKay, now... to stop this pain, i need myself to think nothing~

Conclusion,
no one can save me besides myself

Oh,
i forgotten one important part~ my mum say after giving birth, this disease will still continue to hurt me but lesser... So my mum say, u want lesser pain? Go and have babies... 2 of them at least~ T.T

原来

原来，我妈妈是知道我的痛苦的。。。
原来，拿我的痛苦来开玩笑是那么好玩的~

原来，她还是一样的没变。。。
原来，有了双美丽可是超级夸张的heels是会让我烦恼的
原来，我有了却不知要穿去哪里~


点点像酱，可是更夸张的~

原来，世上还有人比我更惨。。。
原来，我不是那么惨的~

原来，你是酱的。。
原来，我也因为酱，放弃了关心你。。。

原来，外面又再刮大风。。。
原来，我知道我房间将会水灾~

原来，生病的我， 还是想你先。。。
原来，想你是错误的。。。

原来，我一点都不坚强~
多多的原来~

你，我

你，始终还是不明白。。。
我，只选择怪自己。。。
你，还是伤了他。。。
我，救不了她。。。
你，从犯错误。。。
我，无法劝告。。。
你，选择骗我。。。
我，无话可说。。。
你，选择坦白。。。
我，接受不了。。。
你，还是自己去吧。。。
我，会回去的。。。
你，别后悔。。。

YOU, break promise

You, know i wanted to go desperately right?
You, know that u went that freaking place and what happen to me right?
You, do you remember what u promise me?
You, promise me that you'll bring me go the next time you go...
You, just break your promise!
You, better don't take things for granted..
You, don't regret for what you've done!!
You, i do mean what i just said...

bye.

Bukit Tabur Photos

Since someone complained/suggested that my blog should not have too much words and photos explains a million words... i shall put some photos up since our beloved CHEE WEI kor kor gave me a few photos~


This is the sun-ray... oh, still early...


Ahhh.... i guess CheeWei did't take the brighter one... brighter one nicer i guess~


and when people doesn't wanna get into photo but Chee Wei wants them to be inside...^^


I told u the mist was nice! owh, he did't take with the lake...sadly..=(


I definately love this photo very much~



Part of the climbing part... still on soil/land?




and when we're on rocks/stone? ahhh... is just like rock climbing~





Last but not least, this is the flower by the hill side ^^

That's bukit tabur if u never see be4 ^^

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Bukit Tabur

I'm gonna blog about what happen the previous sunday... That sunday i went bukit tabur with Yongx2, Chee Wei, and 3 other guys... I woke up automatically in the morning at 5am and get myself prepare for the hike~

It was an exciting hike since it wasn't easy at all... We started climbing at 7am... and i vomited at the starting? LOL... i should have taken my breakfast earlier... not so late... oh well, after vomiting, i can climb faster i guess...LOL =D

this bunch of guys ah... i'm sorry for making u people wait... =D They bring me use the way which is the...hardest? they think harder one is nicer and more challenging... i guess that's what make this whole trip tough~

At the beginning, it was something like Ledang's KFC... but worst! I can say it is much much shorter but larger steps and harder comparing to Ledang's KFC...=D i kinda hurt my leg's muscle here because of the freaking large steps...=(

after finishing this part... is the part where i vomited... and the sun-ray was awesome! sadly i wasn't in the mood of taking photos and i did't bring my camera! Awww... cant show u guys the awesome view at that moment! moutain,lake,sun-ray, mist... a picture combination of all this... gonna be so perfect! argh...

then we continued all the way till we kinda reach the top of the mountain no 1... there're like 5 mountain there but we climbed only 4...=D I just find those mountain... extraordinary... Is like all rock and stone on top... we have to climb through those rock and stone~ Well, if u love rock climbing, i would suggest bukit tabur...

Btw, i fall when i was climbing through... and if that Yongx2 never hold me back, i might just say bye bye to the world... I hurt my hand and my back... But i guess is recovering...^^ it was a good experience hiking through this place... and definately natural and nice...

What is this? I'm like promoting Bukit Tabur... oh, btw, Bukut Tabur is just in Taman Melawati... People from TARCollege can consider climbing this cute little dangerous bukit~ ^^

Ahhh, after climbing through the 4 hill, is finally time to go down~ 3 guys went down themselves leaving Chee Wei and another guy following me... I just dun remember any of their name... Sigh? I'm sorry~ Walking down the hill using another way isn't that easy after all... I can say it is extremely slippery due to the rain that rained on saturday night...

there's one part where... it was too slippery that i kinda slip my leg off and ran down till i bang into Chee Wei... I'm sooo sorry... My head hurts that time and i kinda went SOT after head shot u.... luckily u were there to stop me from rolling down from the hill... T.T

I ended this hike at 11am...^^ it was a success despite it was hard... I'm training myself for 2nd time... next time, i'm going with Joyce... Whoever who wants to join, let me know yea~ ^^

Patrick, Ginz

Today i went times square meet my scout friend from sarawak, Patrick...=D
Nice meeting u...=D

then went lowyat find Ginz and sing k with him.... and a gang people...
Well, i did't go just to sing k.... i am not really good in singing k...
i went because i know u're unhappy... btw, dun think too much lah...
talk more bah... work hard... and try not to think...
anything can always find me geh...^^ am here to listen..anytime. =D

有口福的一天

Is a friday, and i got maf tutorial...
i dont know isit my problem or what...
i just dun like maf as i dun freaking understand what she crapping at all...~
i guess i need to catch up before i get left behind~

then after maf tutorial, went makan lunch with my classmate...
i sat in LingLing, my Mammi's car...
we drove all the way to Manjalara for YongTauFu~
the yongtaufu not bad lah... so so de...
I've eaten better yongtaufu... in ShahAlam de~
my ex-boss treat me de ^^

Then came back home, watch WooHoo...
halfway watching then i fall asleep on my bed...
then took me a hard time to get up... wash up...
and went out with yongx2 and joyce...^^

yongx2 and joyce bring me to kepong one big foodcourt for dinner...
after dinner went desa park city for a walk...
wait, this walk ain't a normal walk in the park...
is some freking fast and excited walk...
that yongx2 talk so loud and he was so excited...
trying his best to cui sui... but... failed =D

hmmm, btw, the main point is... i get to eat alot of extraordinary food.

07.07.10

what a sad sad day ahhhhh....

To whoever that thinks 3 years before this day is important... You're one devil who cursed me... I dun mind getting cursed if that's my karma... But i hope u dun bring this anger with u till the end of ur life...

To whoever that hurts me today... I'm sorry for caring for u... Is my fault.... No blames, no sorry... Sorry meant ntg to me right now... I dun like being hurt.... T.T

Kor, ur laptop can fix de mar??? is ur comp okay?? are u okay?? ur bed got wet marr? can sleep mar??? is there any other damages?? u're safe and sound then good le... if u need a laptop, u can take mine.... i guess ur couse need a laptop more than i do.... I hope it helps... dun sad ah... dun cry ah.... let it be~

Outing with 2 Movie

Hmmm, taxation results is not out yet... i wonder how i did in that paper~

I am honest~ i skipped my lecture class today and went for 2 movie...^^

Awwww, after all the stress i have... i deserve some good stuff...^^ i went KLCC and watch karate kid and one thai horror movie... Karate Kid was good... i like the movie and all the lesson learned from it... good movie that i rate 8/10... Everyone is encouraged to go for the movie ^^

The horror movie wasn't scarry at all... Is all about dharma... the teaching of buddha... How karma comes after u.... the cause and effect... If u're a buddist, u can go for it... If u're against buddism or anything... then dun go for it... ^^

Btw, i had haagen daaz for ice-cream ^^ awwwww, and pizza hut for lunch.... what a wonderful day =D

all of this, i have to thank you <3

muahahahahaha, time to sign off and go to bed soon...=D
night.

Prudence.

Entrepreneurship. part 1 =.="

We need to study this particular subject- Entrepreneurship...

Now, what's entrepreneurship?
Entreprenership is the art of changing an idea into a business.

Entrepreneurial Firms are...
-proactive
-innovative
-risk taking

Reasons why people go for it...
-desire to be own boss
-desire to persue own ideas
-financial rewards

characteristic for succesful entrepreneurs
-passion for business
-product/customer focus
-tenancity despite failure
-execution intelligence

Myths abt entrepreneurs
-Entrepreneurs are born not made
-............. are gambler
-............. are motivated primarily by money
-............. should be young and energetic
-............. love the spotlight

Types of start-up Firms
-salary-substitute firms
-lifestyle firms
-entrepreneurial firms

Entrepreneurial process
-deciding to become an entrepreneur
-developing successful business idea
-moving from an idea to an entrepreneurial firm
-managing and growing the entrepreneurial firm

健忘症不见了？

我要读书啦。。 可是，我满脑袋都堆满了你~ 埃~
我不要想，也不想去想。。。
可是我还是不停的想你。。。
你说够力吗~ 我要读书。。。
多希望我的健忘症现在发作。。
那我就会把所有的不开心事情忘得干干净净~

伤心

我无言阿。。。 无言~
这种话你都说得出口。。。
给我的感觉，就好像我的存在都不重要。。。
我正在打扰你。。。

我不知道是我要求太多，还是你根本不在乎我~
你当晚给我的感觉就好像， 我不重要。。我正在打扰你的生活~
好呀，那以后我不会找你了。。。
我不会再打扰你了~

你。。。 伤了我的心。。。 你答应会照顾她的。。。
现在呢？你把她分身碎骨。。。
你只有两个选择。。。
一，帮她疗伤。。
二，给回我。。 我帮她疗伤~

伤心，
葡登~

Sad?

Why does this always happen?

I tried to understand ur feelings and was just trying to make u happy... What i tend to get is "nothing"..."forget it"..."donnoe".... FTW? how am i supposed to know how you feel? What you actually want? I just felt that caring upon u just got rejected just like that... Am i not supposed to care what u feel? The thing is, u know i cant... You know i do care for people's feeling... It always happen that we have uncertain solution which is "forget it"... I shall say that, we never solve anything... Yeah, i've forgotten what that we did't solve and we solve it by forgetting it.. the thing is, same thing happen again and so? we got no solution to it too... that's not what i want T.T i just wanna know what u want~

Wonder will i enjoy the movie or not.

Sad,
Prudence

Drunk? MAF? Teddy? Movie?

Yesterday, i was drunk or wasn't? People tend to say i am drunk once my face start to get red.... But if i'm drunk, i wont remember what happened yesterday right? But i do remember wor... I remember i very small gas... I remember yesterday i merajuk...LOL~

uhhh, forget abt it~ i dislike maf... I got lots of silly mistake... just like formulae correct but answer wrong just because i press the wrong key on the calculator... T.T

okay, not happy things let's not mention abt it anymore... I just find myself missing someone... Awwww, why? Because i'm love sick? Sighs... sick again...LOL

If Benny see this, he so gonna laugh at me again... and then scold me for not updating my photo by sending him a new photo...T.T Sorry la, i got no phone to send u a nice photo lah... wait till i can find someone that have my picture and can send my picture to u... the thing is... why cant u get my photo from facebook? o.O

Hmmmmm, i've got so much to say yet don't know what to write... Someone's playing basketball... I cant disturb... I know i should go and study since monday i got exam but i am feeling damn lazy...

Oh yeah, tonight i am going to watch movie with Kheng Yu and Jiun Yann in summit...=D Long time never meet them jor lu~~~ hehe, looking forward to see u guys... and hoping i can see Kheng Yu's gf... awww~ bring gf out larrr~

LBNL,
i miss you, Shuai~

A chance Not taken.

Well, there are many things where we want to go for it but we cant... and there are times that we are given the chance but we give up the chance of going for it... That's just like you and me... I was hoping to go for it, experience it, enjoy it... But sadly i wasn't given the chance... On the other hand, u were given the chance to go for it, but u quit from it saying it wasn't what u want.. Awwww, how i wish that chance was given to me... That's faith....=D

Be yourself or not to Be

I ask you, would you want to be yourself or not to be yourself?
I ask you, is the you right now the real you?
I ask you, are you acting right just because people thinks is wrong?

Well, i always wanted to be myself in a certain way but this society somehow prohibited this action of mine. In this society, everyone wears a mask facing anyone they're communicating with. You never knew the person's motive...

Let me continue, is the people around me that taught me how to wear a mask and be a so called good girl... I'm no longer the one i used to be... I don't stand out for my rights as i know letting go brings more benefits than fighting for it knowing people will never listen to you.

So, if you're asking me..."Are you wearing a mask right now"... My answer would definately be a "yes"... I wore it all the time.. =D This is because i dont stand up and talk for myself anymore... I rather listen and let it be~ Why? Because this world... is all about using each other with the so called relationship... having alot of friends doesn't mean anything nowadays... This town i'm living in... is a town of using relationship as a tool of success...

Wow... it seems like friends are not friends anymore... In a certain way, yeah... That's why i will never simply put trust on anyone... But somehow... i notice the people around me... eg: KahYee,WanYin... have given me the feel to trust them... awww... i <3 them lah.. i'm glad that i found real friends here.

I've got real friends... but i am still wearing a mask... to protect myself from the society... Hope all my real friends will not be angry =D

Prudence.

Recently ~

Saturday Night
Someone dumped me alone in the empty house and then i went extremely sad and dumped the place alone. It was all because i hated the feeling of being alone... In that case, i need to thanks AH Jing for being the most caring person at that moment.

Sunday Morning
Oh? did i even sleep? or was i day dreaming? Cool... i did't sleep well, is the conclusion~ oh, i got miss-called and sms~ heh? wow~ thanks for concerning

Sunday Afternoon
Feeling down yet okie okie... can u ever understnad my feeling at that time? sleep the whole afternoon since i did't sleep the day before

Sunday Night
Prepare transparency and my presentation~ nervous with presentation and worried about the freaking high heels~

Monday Morning
Woke up early and prepare to go college... Wore slipper and bring my heels along as i dun wanna walk in freaking high heels in college~ go for my FA class... then lecture class...

That lecture was PF lecture.. Is gonna be the last lecture Miss Prima teaching us.. she's going off to maternity~ The best part about this is that... i had stomachache and went to toilet for a longer period of time during the lecture break... I was back to the lecture late and she saw me when i walked in...

She called me using the mike by saying "Prudence, faster~"
and i was like... gosh~ what's wrong with getting into class slow?

then she say again "faster...Prudence".... then i turn towards her and show her a hand pose saying "shhhhh..."

then she annouce to the whole lecture class saying "that's prudence over there..."
"she's shy and asking me to shhh..." walao... can she not promote me in a lecture class~sighs~

then my presentation... Mr.Lai Mun Keong actually offer us his office room to hang out while waiting for the class to be empty... We get to stay in a air-cond room compare to the hot sun outside the class... Thx Mr.Lai.~

btw, he bullied me as well... he make me present 2 time~ one is case study... one is tutorial~ and he say i like to present.... i dont like to present at all loh...T.T

Monday Night
study and stress for Taxation~ study and facebook and msn... then kena halau go study.... then kena halau go to bed by baby.... then went to bed~

Tuesday Morning
wake up and prepare... lazy wanna dress up also.. simply get ready then off i go to take my taxation test at 8am... not bad lah... can pass lah... wont die lah...

then went for FA lecture... tot i wont be listening to lecture.. who knows i listen to the whole lecture... and group 6 ppl are funny..=D

Tueday Afternoon
Sleep the whole afternoon

Tuesday Night
Introduced Shuai to Peter and Kelly...=D now u know who loh ^^

Today... 24 June...

OMG... why got people can so fan until i got headache de ah? I got headache looking for words to reply them... asking things that has nothing to do with them at all.. argh... freaking people~ go away lah... don't make me turn into a devil then only run~


I wonder why do i get hungry so easily... I wanna keep fit but i keep eating... I guess i'm making myself growing fat rather than going slimmer...ish~~

btw, recently i went putrajaya...wetland and taman botani... for MAMMI, Lingling and LENGLUI, phuitheng birthday..=D



Awwww, i come to my blog because my teddy told me that i did't update for a very long time... i guess is about time to come back to my pretty little blog and start blogging about my LIFE~ =D

Kar Yen Birthday

Kar　Yen Birthday at Look Out Point...=D Have a blast and i love it...

I like it not because is all the nice...
Is because of the fact that i sees everything in a different point of view...<3

Tony's Birthday

Tony's Birthday... Heh... no idea who are they actually... LOL... din get to know them...

A girl i meet =D

A girl i meet in Tony's Birthday... She's a nice girl..=D cute and naughty... Keep on bullying his bf...LOL... =D oh, that's my Tamadun Notes...=D

Life continues =D

I wonder what i've forgotten so far? oh well, don't care much... just see any photos i got and just post it up for fun...^^

Oh yeah, last weekend i went down to ipoh for a wedding ceremony and and wedding dinner... Suddenly and out of a sudden i was drag and asked to be the photographer because they did't employ any professional photographer... I was like? WHAT? okay~~~

I feel kinda stress as it is people's once in a life time ceremony's photo... What if i screw it up? oh well, don't care... since people call, people does have confident in me =D

oh well, as usual, i couldn't resist to take picture of myself... SS shot alot... that's me la... wad to do...xD

But, blogger don't allow me to post any photo..LOL...must be too ugly to be posted